Jesus be the centre.

Revived from the dead, for JC life!

2012-02-01T18:41:00.005+08:00

Woohoo! It's been too too toooooo long ah! I decided to start blogging again, after reading Pebble's semi emo semi hyper blog HAHAHAH.

And it's been so long, that I've already moved on to my next phase in life! JC! WOOHOO! SRJC FTW! Orientation's been pretty good so far, if only the people would get more hyped up ya know? It's like they're all just waiting to appeal out... it's so sad!

Anyway, I've been trying to be a better friend nowadays, I don't really know how to be one. For so long I've treated people equally good with the same level of conversation, but now I'm being taught that I too must have some good friends that will be there for me, as well as me for them. I wonder whether I'm doing it right, this friendship thing, it's just so unknown and alien to me ): Somebody help meeee! heh.

I'm excited to see what God will do in both my life and the life of my new found friends, a.k.a Batam Mission Trip 2011 Team B, and my new cell M2! (Of course, not forgetting my old cell SK1, it's like I'm getting to know them in a different way now) Slowly but surely I'm beginning to see change, but well, it'll take some time (: I can only be at the sidelines and keep talking to them, keep encouraging them. Because you know what? It's a experience where they have to learn all the wonders of God and what he is capable of both blessing and taking away in molding you into his beloved <3

In God I place my trust,

CHARR

World Cup. FAIL LAH!

2010-07-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

I really cannot stand GERMANY.

It doesn't help when I SIT.

HOW CAN ARGENTINA LOSE BY SO MUCH?!

Ugh.

I'm telling you, I don't think they can win next time.

Everyone will follow them.

So, they have YOUNG players.

So, they can RUN.

So, they can PUSH.

Ugh.

I just cannot believe it.

I really cannot stand GERMANY.

Pissed & Upset

CHARR

Hello World

2010-04-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

I have something to admit.

I REALLY LIKE CRISTY'S SMILE.

and I think that my BAND seniors are all awesome.

Seriously.

I don't want them to leave D:

I WILL CRY!

i think.

i know.

UGHHH!

Why did I only get to know them during the March holidays ...

Now I won't be able to talk to them much.

But they're SO FUN to talk to!

I hope they don't find me a nuisance after awhile.

THE. END.

2010

2010-01-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

somehow, I felt like starting this again. No idea why though, haha. 3A2 this is year... is somewhat quite different from 2.3, everyone is quiet!. Oh well, thats what they have me and Karlyn for anyway xD.

CHARR(:

Making a difference

At Last. I go out again.

2009-07-09T16:12:00.004+08:00

Don't worry, didn't go to Plaza Sing this time (: HAHA. Went to Marina! At first.. I couldn't go because I had to have lunch with my family and grandparents. So I told my mum and she said we could go to Marina Square for lunch as well and if I had time I could drop in! But in the end, my grandparents didn't come and I ended up going with the..."TREE" LOL. First went to Pizza Hut with Ruoting, Deb, Cheryl, Rachel, Ness, Laura! Haha, second time I've met the famous Laura xD Its quite interesting.. Rachel can't have meat, and Deb can't BUY drinks. So Rachel took really long to decide what to eat (: Me and Ness didn't eat x: But they couldn't finish, so I ate the last 2 pieces! LALA AND EUNICE WERE 4HOURS LATE! haha, really hilarious, the both of them. They wanted to watch Ice Age I think... but ended up bowling :D I bowled really suckily x: haha. All the holes in the lighter balls were too small and my fingers got stuck! So I had to use the 12 pound ball -.- INSANITY! Bowling was fun though xD And after that we went to the arcade. Played the Guitar game thing with Deb until my wrist felt like breaking off x: OH. and Band Major was there xD At first it was quite shocking x: She was like " JUNIOUR!" Ahaha, I almost vomited my heart out x.x hehe. She's really pretty though (: I think I'll really miss her when she graduates, all the funny things she does that never cease to surprise me. RUOTING BROUGHT HER PSP! DJMAX! :D so long since I've played man x: my fingers totally missed it! haha. We wanted to take a group photo and took REALLY long to ask a passer-by to help us. You know why? THERE WASN'T ANYONE WALKING PAST! AAHAH xD we finally got it anyway (: and I went off. I really thank my parents for letting me go x: Haha.

And after that was Science tuition with Uncle Eric at Bedok branch! I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT.

Striking In The Background

CHARRmonkee (:

Long Awaited.

2009-07-07T17:38:00.014+08:00

THE AWESOME COTTAGE! :D

Bimbo pose x:

hehe. cheated jump shot ( I was on the bed!)

hoodie shot... you can see my face though, Im too black x:

Seriously, don't ask.

COLOURFUL AND YUMMY! x.x

CHANGI AIRPORT X:

REVOLUTIONARY ROAD (:

This is quite unglam... but their my roommates! xD

SENGKANG AREA x3

Jump Jump Jump for God! x)

Kite Flying!

WINNERS !!

Entire Camp Population o:

Me, Geraldine, Cheryl, Christabel

SOMALY HOAH! :D

Haha, I didn't blog almost the entire June Holidays! Oh Man. So now this blog post is for the June Holidays xD.

Mostly, only 2 interesting things happened... 1. Church Leader's Retreat 2. Holiday to Sabah with Gans (:

1. We went to Johor, Hotel Selasa x: hehe. My group was SOMALY :3 , PJ was in it! (PJ is our youth pastor, Pastor Joyce) And so my room mates were Cheryl and Geraldine (: At first, I was seriously scared, because I didn't really know anyone x: AND most of the people were way older than me... Haha. BUT! Thank God, they were really nice and welcoming! :D especially my group members, especially my room mates! The retreat was really really fun, the games, services and workshops had certain meaning to them. And I was definitely blessed by God's word in the service of which PJ conducted. It was like totally directing at me, as all of the questions I had been asking God were immediately all answered (: God really works in amazing ways! We did kite flying on the last full day, it was REALLY REALLY fun! There was a competition of which group would get the most number of kites flying in the air and guess what! Our group won (: WAY TO GO SOMALY! I think we won red bull o.O Which I couldn't drink x: The funniest thing is in the morning, Cheryl and Geraldine REALLY love to sleep! HAHAHA. And I was like their alarm clock everyday HAH. I always wake up early for no reason when I'm not sleeping at home D: So it would be really dark when I just wake up, I would wash up and get ready and sit on the floor in between the two beds they're sleeping in, thinking of a way to wake them up. I really didn't have the heart to, but they found their own way to wake up... by being scared awake!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. They would see me sitting there in the morning and literally jump out of bed xD SUPER FUNNY. I really hope I'll get to go again! (:

2. Sabah trip was REALLY fruitful! We went to stay in Mt Kinabalu for 2 nights! It was AWESOME I tell you! NATURAL AIR-CON. wonderful! Shared bed with Ting and Zhen, like always... And we played A LOT of bridge in the van while waiting to travel from one place to another xD I AM REALLY GOOD NOW! We saw the Rafflesia, went to the diary farm, vegetable farm, bought a lot of mangos and jackfruits to the beach hotel, and I both these cool-looking pencil holders for some people x: At the beach, it was really fun (: we played beach volleyball and football xD Ting and Zhen looked really good in their cloth thingies x: AND THE SUNSET WAS FIVE AWESOME STARS! OMG!

Can't wait for December holidays!

Striking In The Background

CHARRmonkee

Quiz Tagg FROM PLEESH (:

2009-06-04T14:36:00.006+08:00

Tagged by RuoTing xD

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog .Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

1. Gerry

2. Nique

3. NICEY!

4. Cheryl

5. Deb

6. Joanne

7. Rachel

8. Mitch

9. Sherie

10. Nessie

11. EuEu

12. RuoTing

13. Gab

14. LaLa

How did you get to meet 7 ?(Rachel)

In school sec 1 (: not sure how though, I kinda forgot x:

What would you do if you and 13 never met?(Gab)

Well, I'll never know, will I? Since I've already met her xD

What would you do if 1 and 12 date?(Gerry & RuoTing)

OMG! HAHA. You two always one leii xD Then it'd be seriously HILARIOUS!

Have you ever seen 14 cry?(LaLa)

Not that I know off... nope.

Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?(Cheryl & EuEu)

hahas. Mother and Son? Thats a COMPLETE nono X: hahas. the father would be jealous xD after all, Cheryl's only like 5? HAHA.

Do you think 11 is attractive?(EuEu)

Well, she's definitely pretty. Or in her case... pweety LOL x; argh! TWIT x.x

What's 2's favourite colour?(Nique)

Hmm, Im actually not too sure, Purple? Dunno.

When was the last time you talked to 9?(Sherie)

Err. Last Friday? lol.

What language does 8 speak? (Mitch)

HAHA. English, Chinese and her Malay quite POWER one! (:

Who is 13 going out with? (Gab)

Hm, I have no idea? Gab, are you going out with anyone? o:

What grade is 12 in? (RuoTing)

Same as me lorh, Sec 2 (:

Would you ever date with 10? (Nessie)

HAHAHA. No x: I'm not les. xD But I think GUYS will definitely date her! haha.

Where does 5 live?(Deb)

Argh! The Stupid girl lives right next to SCHOOL! no fair D:

What's the best thing about 3? (NICEY!)

Hahas, like her nickname says, SHE'S NICE, oh and realllly blur sometimes x:

What would you want to tell 10 now? (Nessie)

Hmm. Hi? HAHA. ohoh, and wearing pink too much can kill people! x: Mainly just me! BUT STILL!

Whats the best thing about 8?(Mitch)

HAHA. SHE'S PHOTOGRAPH CRAZY! xD everywhere must take picture one, super funny xD

Have you ever kissed 5?(Deb)

Ew, thats abit sick -.- NO WAY, I'm not les lol. But I think Rachel might (: soon enough LOL.

What was the best memory you have with 7?(Rachel)

Dunno. Still many more memories to be made together! How to choose now?! Then not fair!

When's the last time you're going to see 6?(Joanne)

The last time I'm going to see my Panda? Hm, the last time I see her lorh. x: Maybe if I'm lucky that would be when I die (:

How is 14 and 12 different?(LaLa & RuoTing)

Hahas, one is a dancer the other a pingpong player? What?! Their both nice, both my great friends, and both super funny! I can't think of anything else!!!

Is 6 pretty?(Joanne)

Haha. Well, I think technically she kinda is xD SEE JOANNE, I SAID YOU'RE PRETTY! (:

How did you meet 5?(Deb)

Haha. Well, in Sec 1 (: Not sure HOW but it just happened I guess xD

Is 1 your best friend?(Gerry)

Nope hahas. I don't have a best friend. But Gerry's a really good friend (: hahahas!

Do you hate 12?(RuoTing)

HAH. No way xD why would I?

Have you seen 4 on the last month?(Cheryl)

Hahas. Yea, everyday in school... and I just saw her yesterday! (:

When was the last time you said to 3?(NICEY!)

Last time or last thing? o: ah well, then it would be on tuesday funtasia! (:

Have you been to 5's house?(Deb)

Yeaps. Quite alot of times already... DEB, GET YOUR ORANGE KEY FIXED!!!!!!!!

When's the next time you gonnna see 10?(Nessie)

Hopefully, sometime this month (: hahas.

Are you close to 13?(Gab)

Hmm, Im not sure, I guess? (: hahas

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?(Cheryl)

Ehhh. Have I? I don't think so....

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?(Mitch)

Hard to get in trouble with a responsible person like Mitch xD

Would you give 2 a hug?(Nique)

Sorry, but no. I don't like hugging people x: Just very uncomfortable, I guess x.x

When have you lied to 3?(NICEY!)

Nope (:

Is 1 good with socializing?(Gerry)

HAHAHAS. I guess so xD

Do you know secrets about 9?(Sherie)

I know one, but that doesn't make a difference xD

Describe the relationship between 12 and 14.(RuoTing & LaLa)

Why always 12 and 14 arh? They are VERY super great friends LOL.

Best thing about your friendship with 9?(Sherie)

Hahas. Sadly, she's my number one harasser. But out friendship is very crazy xD

What's the worst thing about 6?(Joanne)

Hahas. She gets used to my nicknames too fast D:

Have you ever had a crush on 12?(RuoTing)

Hahas, nopes (: I'm not les xD

Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend?(LaLa)

HAHA. This is funny xD do you lala? x)

Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?(Gerry)

Hahahas, no lahh.....

Has 2 met your mother?(Nique)

Eh, Im not too sure. LOL.

How did you get to meet 3?(NICEY!)

Classmate xD who came from New York and looked very SUPER quiet. LOL.

Did you ever physically hurt 3?(NICEY!)

Well, maybe, but not painfully o.O

Do you live close to 7?(Rachel)

Hahas. nope x:

What's 8's favourite food?(Mitch)

You know what? I have no idea! I shall go ask her x:

What kind of car does 1 has?(Gerry)

I'd be amazed if she had a car xD

Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?(Sherie)

Nopes xD

If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on?(LaLa)

Hahahas. why not ask her? xD

okayy, Im running a slight fever now x: But I can't fall asleep, pray for mee! (: Seeyas!

Striking In The Background

CHARmonkee

Stop. Think. NO! DON'T ROLL OVER!

2009-06-01T16:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL THE ROCK! YOU ROCK! (: hehe.
hah! Hope your day would be better than spending half the day in school!

Had harp today at like 7.30AM. I think I'll become a panda like Joanne soon D: argh! Dylan's birthday celebration was yesterday xD To my Dear Sweet Handsome and SOCCER PRO cousin... HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY! (: I look forward to you becoming taller than me in the future! Don't worry about going to ACSI kay? JIAYOU!!! (: I went to Heartland Mall with Theresa ( forgot how to spell ) and Joanne the PANDA! (: hehe. Went to eat at the shaved ice place there, the food was quite okay... but the lady at the cashier was some China person and her English was abit bad... so took really long to get our orders. And they gave us two Chicken Cutlets instead of one and another Chicken CHOP! hehe xD PANDA and me were talking alot about stuffs. And like some of it made me think. But one of the conversations was quite funny x: PANDA : Unfair! Why you got no problems one?! ME : Because I don't have a best friend mah! Quite....unreasonable, but yet it makes so much sense and she HAD to said "Then go find one lah!" I was quite pissed at that... hahas, but like its okay it's very hard to understand what will hurt me and what won't so I won't blame her. PANDA says she's scared of me now because I know too much about everyone (: hehe. I can't help it, its a gift! HAHA.

Going to gear up for a energy-draining week. 7-10 June is Leader's Church Camp. 11-14 is holiday at Mt Kinabalu hahas. So I'm going to malaysia twice in a week, how sick is that! MALAYSIA, HERE I COME!

Started to play Flyff again (: RUTIA HASN'T QUIT OMG!?! hahas (: but good also, my good friend is still there to play with me! Although she's older than me by abit? lols. I have no idea, she won't tell me. OH WELL. HELLY OBASA, FASTER COME BACK TO MEEEEE D: then can plvl! PROMISE! after your O's!!

Striking In The Background!
CHARmonkee

EXAM AFTERMATH.

2009-05-16T11:57:00.002+08:00

Argh, got back Chem. I just passed. Like seriously, JUST passed. 22.5/45!
Omg. Lol, okay, so I really need to buck up for that >.< REVISION TIME! hahas.
Had fun on monday (: We went to the beach and I shared a double bike with Joanne, she ah, seriously scream so much I keep falling down when we first started. But after awhile okay already (: very funny to ride bicycle with her, hahas! Then we went to stop at one deserted looking part of the beach and played stuff x: Sorry guys, if I was so NOT responsive... I can't help it, when I'm figuring something out, I tend to choose to keep quiet and all anti-social x: you see, I was trying to make a sandcastle and was trying to get water from the sea to flow smoothly into the "moat" and so I was digging like mad to get the result, which I eventually got HALF then gave up x: because I was so tired. We tried playing captain's ball, but you know, sand is REALLY hard to run in, so we gave up on that as well xD. Sorry no pictures x: I wasn't in any of them anyway... (: Well, all that mattered was they had fun, and I'm happy for them :D we surprised Mitch with a cake! so funny! Sherie dragged her bag into the room when she was engrossed in watching WildChild. Then later she ask Mitch where her camera was, then Mitch was like "Eh? where is my bag? I thought it was right beside me?" hahahahahs, so sherie brought her into the room and we got the cake out and put the candles (: then we all walked into the room singing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" (: You should have seen the look on Mitch's face! PRICELESS! she even pushed sherie down onto the bed because she knew she was tricked! xD

I LEARNT HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR! :D well, only 4 chords, but thats enough to play I've got peace like a river, Mighty To Save, and somemore I don't remember x: hahas, won't tell you where I learnt it in case my parents read this (:

SEEYAS! :D
CHARmonkee

OVER.

2009-05-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

YES! Common Test is finally over and the "gang" is coming to my house on Monday! (:

Science was the MOST challenging -.- OMG, I almost died in that exam, they gave so little time!

Composed a song (: Just gonna write out the lyrics.

YOU REIGN

Give me the strength to carry on,

for I am weak and you are strong,

I feel,

Your presence in this place.

Forever I know you're here for me,

even though I'm having a bad week,

How wonderful you work in life,

so many things I've yet to find

Truthfully now I say,

I'll follow you wherever.

Teach me Lord and I'll obey,

Every single word you say.

Thankfully now I pray,

your love will last forever,

Help them Father to be saved,

Holy Father, Oh you reign

Show me what you want me to be,

I want you Lord, Oh to guide me.

hahas (: My mummy explained to me about my feelings towards certain stuff, and I shall always remember... Proverbs 12 : 13. The verse that solved everything :D

CHEEROS!

CHARmonkee

Sore D:

2009-04-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

I think I have a sorethroat, and whats worse, my mummy's sick D: VERY VERY sick. ARGH. I just prayed for her and asked the cell to pray for her. She was really freaking out D: I feel sad that I can't do anything but pray, but I guess I'll leave and trust God to do everything else (:

Watched 17AGAIN, Hannah Montana The Movie x: hehe, Bring It On( All Or Nothing), Fast And Furious 4 yesterday! Or should I say... this MORNING xD I watched it on the internet like from like 7pm to 2 am :D Zac Efron in 17AGAIN in the first part is SO TOOT! ahahahahhah :D hilarious manzz! xD then the guy thats acting as the older version doesn't even look like him -.- BUT, it was an awesome movie! hahas, you should see his face when his own "daughter" tried to snog him when he changed to teen xD! SUPER FUNNY! Bring It On was AWESOME like usual xD (In It To Win It) also damn nice :D GO WATCH YO! Fast And Furious NEVER ceases to make me all jumpy, I LOVE STREET RACING OMG. HEART IT! :D Hannah Montana is actually NICE o: LOL, I'm serious! just don't keep thinking " Hannah is a female dog" and you'll seriously enjoy this movie lorh :D the ending is realllyyyy sweet :D and since its coming from me, IT IS TRUE. LOL

Gathered enough courage to go for Megalife's Leader Camp, Revelotionary Road. Nat's not going D: but at least trees is x.x if not, I seriously have NO clue of the people there, and I'll be some loner in the corner xD! ahhh well, hope it goes well and that God nutures me to become a leader, if thats what he has planned for me to do!

Common tests coming, have to start mugging x: Hahas, but apparently I went to DEB's house after school on Friday, and we did anything but study (: Except for deb and cheryl, who were discussing their Geog IT proj ( which me and mitch haven't started on yet x: ) hahas. They discuss things so funny I tell you! GHHHH-ed! BUT, the stuuuuuupid orange key of the drum set STILL dun want to work, I'm telling you, one day I will MURDER it! I lose so many points because I can't hit it you know!!! So depressed D: ahahahahs. And Ruoting? I totally treat deb and joanne NICELY okay! Its called a different level of NICE! :D hehe.

Still haven't found THAT yet D: hiax, sometimes it really gets to me, and I just get so depressed and de-energised. So sad right, YESSSSSS. urgh, nevermind. I guess like, that person I wanted to be THAT will never be, cause she's just so close to the others ... haha (: oh well, there will be one day, one glorious day xD when I will find THAT (:

CHARRmonkee
IS SICK! D:

Dress and sneakers (:

2009-04-19T08:21:00.005+08:00

WAHAHAHHAHAHAS. Guess who wore a dress yesterday for church!?!?! ME!!! LOL. I can't believe I actually wore it -.- OMG..... HAH. Church was fun (: The video was AWESOME! and pastor Freddy boey is Hilarious, as usual (: Had cell together with SK3 because Nat had to leave early... after worship Abby toold us to pray for something, and I did. I pray for THAT something which had been on my mind.... and for the first time I actually challenged God, I told him that if he was here to help me with my troubles, show me a sign. Then Abby came to pray for me... which was something that I don't think was normal to do, because the leaders were only told by Abby to pray for their OWN cell members, I wasn't in Abby's cell. But then, she prayed for me, and in the second part of the prayer, it was the EXACT thing I asked for, and I totally cried x: Thank you GOD (: Now I know whatever I do, you have a plan and you will guide me :D

Got invited to the Leader's camp for megalife leaders, Zoe doesn't want to go D: And I dun wanna be lonely, but I dunno.... should I go? x: Hahas. Mind you, THAT thing is still on my mind. And actually, I've asked someone before, but after that nothing really happened, whats worse, she got closer to another girl, which made me a little sad, but I won't die from it (: I guess I was just made to be a loner, who has only GOD as a best friend. I wish that girl all the best :D with her other friends, that is. hahas.

P.S. THE PICTURE TAKEN WAS AN UNGLAMMMMM! x: and after MAE-ANN took it, I didn't want to pose for another one! X:

CHEEROS!
CHARmonkee! (:

OMGOODNESS.

2009-04-14T21:05:00.007+08:00

Haha. This picture is like 2 years ago (: And mind you... the picture you are about to see, is not in order! xD
I was looking for some stuff and I chanced upon older photographs (: Its always awesome thinking back on memories (: ENJOY. and er, dun LAUGH x:

Hahas, yeaps (: Thats all!

CHARmonkee

Loneliness

2009-04-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I bother, but I still do. Ah well, its so hard. I want it, but I want it to be like no questions asked. Why is it so hard for someone to just show up? Argh. Really, I may not look like it, but I could be the loneliest person on earth. Sigh, if only you knew. How I hurt to make you laugh, and then I laugh too, just to forget. How I laugh to forget, but how I get hurt to remember... Friendship is a total coal mine. You want to get more coal, but yet you hate going in and out at the same time. Because your life is always at risk. How you want more, but you hate the fact that others have it, but you don't. The fact that you get stuck in the middle so many times it hurts. The fact that all your hard work will just get washed down the drain if the other party decides you dump you. It hurts you know? Everytime I think of it, I just want to scream or cry, but I can't, because then It'll be obvious, won't it?

Well, enough of that emo talk... I'm like going to the better news. PL CONCERT BAND got a SILVER for SYF! yay us (: we totally thought we were going to get a Bronze x: so scary. Guess what o: RI got silver also! can you believe that? They played so awesomely well! I cannot believe it! oh well, whats over is over. Now I just wish all the other performing arts CCA's to JIAYOU! :D Well, I have nothing much to blog because I totally forgot everything when the thought ON TOP came to mind. Hiax. Oh. One thing (: Deborah is marrying Sherie! well, that is, if we get her to say "I DO" haha :D well, good luck on that! I kinda don't want to be involved in it X: haha. okay. thats all!

To all the people I owe presents to, I'LL GET THEM ASAP kay?!?

CHARmonkee
sometimes I don't understand how words can make a difference, positive or negative.
its so good for them, but it hurts so bad for me. why? this just sucks.
why is this so messed up? what did I do wrong that I have to face this?

Birthdays (:

2009-04-03T17:16:00.004+08:00

April Fool's day was a BOMB (: fun fun fun! hahas. We hid all of Eunice's and Joanne's stuff around the classroom and put chicks in Joanne's pencil case! xD ah well, the post it's were awesome fun too! (: Me and Deblephant have started making personalised post it notes for the "gang" (: and we're going to take a photo together with all of them on our backs! hehe (:

To all of my friends whose birthdays are coming this month (:

To the NICE person called
EU-NICE (: - 3rd April
Jiayou for SYF! And really glad you came into this school and class ;D WOOOHOOO (: May this day be AWESOME for you! hehe x3

To the DEEJAY who sounds awesome on air and in real life btw (: called
PLEESH. x3 - 5th April hehe ( Its RUOTING)
You must make gerry deejay with you more! xD And hor, PROMISE ME you'll sing on air FOR ME (: wahahhas. GERRY, THIS INCLUDES YOU! hahas. If double my ass disturb you again hor... YOU TELL ME! I will MAKE SURE his butt is SO RED AND SWOLLEN that it'll look like he has 2 asses (: wahaha!

To the sweet ( literally ) girl called
OonLALAbananaSPLIT! (: - 7th April
LALA! bananas ROCK, don't you agree? xD ohhh. AND GOOD JOB! 7th is GOOD! :D jiayou to 5th next year! wahaha :D EH, we must go eat banana SPLIT together some time kay?!?! (: MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT TO YOU! wahaha xD

To the annoying brother who I (unfortunately) still care for called
DEXTY - 16 April.
OI DI, I'll get you your whatever Empire Total War Game kay?!? STOP ASKING ALREADY! xD

okayy (: I go nap (: SEEYAS

CHARmonkee

Best Day Of My Christian Life (:

2009-03-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hahas. Back again. Sorry took so long x: Don't worry, I didn't have tuition for 2 days straight! hehe. Just been really busy (:

First of all, details on Friday! So Sherie left first, after lunch. Then Eunice, Lala, Rachel and Joanne all went together when we came out of the CD shop. Hahas, you should've seen how sad Gab looked x: She was like " But I haven't seen all the CD's yet! " haha :D so funny. After that, only RuoTing, Gab, Nessie, Deb and Me. We went to alot of shops.. and realised that alot of the elephant toys were always found beside a monkey toy =.=. Then went to popular to find Clay Marble for Gab! hahas :D we were searching everywhere for it and Nessie kept dissappearing everywhere we went! We were walking out of this shop and Deb suddenly said " Where's Nessie? " hahas, the same thing happened alot of times x: haha. The we decided to go to Cold Storage for some reason... and ended up playing Hot and Cold, where Deb said a name of something and we were suppose to find it in the supermarket! haha :D so funny, we looked like a few weird girls wearing house Tee's walking around and shouting "I FOUND IT!" heh. Really fun time there :D Thanks girls! You're the best xD

SATURDAY. My bigbigbigbig day! I was BAPTISED! hah (: I feel so good! Got baptised with my childhood friend Hui Zhen and another good friend Victoria... I telling you, when I sit beside them, I feel like I was sitting beside 2 giants x: hahas. ah well, my friends and cell members were HILARIOUS! ahah, especially Ally! She's so funny LOL. When I got into the pool, she was practically jumping around shouting "CHARMAINE CHARMAINE! WOOO!" lols. hahas. and I could totally hear people calling out my 3 different names =.= From the RGS people " GO MAYBELLINE!" From HENNEH " GO PRISCCY! " and from Ally and my other friends " GO CHARMAINE! " haha (: really memoriable moment there, I was totally trying not to laugh, you should have seen my face x: I was totally frowning trying to control my laughter! x: OOPS. Lazy to upload the pictures now... will do soon kay? :D

LOVESS x3
CHARR

Nonsense :D

2009-03-27T17:06:00.003+08:00

ahahaha. So this week finally ended and I'm here again to REPORT! :D
But I think... I'll start with Last Saturday :D
Saturday - 21st MARCH! Is also my mummy's birthday :D wahahahs. She's finally 46 x: and she doesn't want to think about it... can you imagine that?! People should be happy about their ages! They've lived THAT LONG! hehe. I put in her card "HAPPY 46TH BITHDAY MUMMY! " and when she saw her age.. she went to cover it and read the rest. HOW LAME IS THAT! hahah. but still.
I WISH YOU THE BEST IN THE YEARS TO COME! even though I'll be sharing them with you (:

Sunday was quite fun lah... xD I did my first trail for the Lemon Chicken Rice thing I was going to cook for HOMEC! hahas. Quite nice x: but it was WAYYYYY SOUR. But lemon is suppose to be sour right? x: Ah well. After finishing and eating it, I went home to get ready to go to the Victoria Concert Hall. The Aesthetics peoples were going to watch the Youth SSO Symphonic Band play :D When I reached.. I saw my "twin sister" hehe, the other Charmaine Teo lol. Then Ms Tan was like panicking because everyone was running late and she ha so many extra seats... she was all "I still have so many tickets! You know how long the queue is to get these tickets?! And here I am with so many left!" hahas, something like that xD so funny. HAHAHAS. but the most funny part was that.... JOANNE STANK OF GRAVY!! ahahaha. And I'm still teasing her about that x: heh. The thing is... that before she came, her brother kinda spilled some gravy on her when he was eating... then she had to come xD I was sitting beside her.... which made me very hungry D: because the gravy smelt nice HAHA. NOT JOANNE (: the gravy. so funny. Then when we all went to wait for our parents... Joanne was like wanting to sit down but she was wearing a skirt and there wasn't anymore space at the bus stop :D I was wearing PANTS! And then I was like... sit on the floor lah. Then she kept saying its very weird and dirty. I dun't like hearing people complaining or whining x: so I JUST SAT DOWN to prove my point :D but there was Joanne still standing up! hehe. But I bet she felt embarrassed -.- because she told me to get up x: JOANNE... YOU REALLY ARE LIKE MY MOTHER! AHAHAHAH xD

Monday was like... FUN! hahahs :D everyone had house practice, but band people could be excused for sectionals, which we could go anytime :D I chose to go at like 4 hahas, when everyone had to go for house practice too! So a bunch of us all CRASHED at Deb's house again! :D Nessie, Nique, Gerry, Cheryl, Me,Gab. ahhas! :D so funfunfunfun! wait... did rachel come? I dunno. ah well. GHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH! :D wooohooo. Then all went back to school x: Band Sectionals! I did till like 6? somewhere there :P then I went down and waited with RT for Gab, Cheryl and Deb. lols. then went home :D

Tuesday was like okay... I SURVIVED HARP WITHOUT A BLACK FACE! Joanne! Be proud of meee! lols. I have recently NOT been affected by Ms Wong :D SEEE I'm even CALLING her Ms Wong! ahahas. HUGE IMPROVEMENT! :D ahaha. But I won't have time to practice this week and the next x: WHOOOPS. SYF is in like I not sure... 12 days?! OMG. ITS THAT NEAR... AHHH.

Wednesday was ALL SMILES! :D even though like Malay was hard D: and I didn't really know the words... me and Deb were totally cheating! X: lols. sorry cikgu nani! But Hip Hop was FUNNNN :D hahas. we learnt additional steps to the remix of when I grow up! So fun! And we finally reached the 30sec mark! SO MANY STEPS JUST FOR 30SEC OF THE SONG?!?! can you imagine that?! LOL! We took lotsa pictures with Mitchy's camera! And a few really hilarious videos! xD SHERIE AND NIQUE WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER! WAHAHAH >:} lazy to upload x:

Thursday was like DOOMSDAY. lols. super duper TIRED. Haha. Got dismissed from school at 11.05, Maths period. SO STUPID. I stayed for all the boring subjects... and I couldn't tease Deb that she would be lonely D: because she had maths in the AMP class ( smart elephant -.- ) and then we were in different classes for English, AND pe won't be boring without me D: maybe abit, I shall think that way :D BUT it wasn't enough D: awww. Okay, anyway. we had band practice from like 12 till 1.30? then went to change and got on a bus to SINGAPORE CHINESE ORCHESTRA... lols. A few of the A people caught me in Court shoes... YUCK. Anyway. The practice in SCO was kinda good :D we actually sounded better already! Hard work paid off yo! Then went back at around 5? Ate dinner till 6, then started practice again till like 8. Went back home by like 8.30 x: HAD TUITION AT 9! omg. lols. BYy the time my teacher said goodbye to me... I tell you, I was about to collapse into DEEP SLUMBER lols. hahahs :D but ofcouse I didn't. FB-ed awhile then slept :D

TODAY! was like super fun! But my fringe caused me to have like the patch of white on my face -.- I GOT SUN BURNED! hahahas :D yay! hehe. Went to Heartland Mall with Sherie, Deb, Rachel, Joanne, Nessie, Gab, Lala, Eueu :D hahas. KFC! hahas Sherie was really sneaky x: ( shhhhh ) and we were like walking into EVERY SHOP lol. hahas. It seems to always happen when I'm out with them -.- We played a really fun game in Cold Storage.. HAHA I KNOW, of all places right?!? XD Deb made us go around finding random stuff! REALLY FUN! okay... I'll give you DETAILS later... Right now? I NEED TO GO FOR TUITION!

SEEYA :D
CHARRxD

2-3'o9 Term 1 outing! :D

2009-03-15T14:09:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO :D
I know you missed me xD wahah.
Okayyy. So the class party thing was 2 days ago x: sorry didn't post earlier! Ima busy person ya know?! xD
So school was just a "dread" because everyone was like waiting for 5pm to finally come, especially the class outing comm! And I was one of them! lols. So I went to Nicole's house after school with Mitchy and we bathed there :D after that, I went back to school with nicole. I went to Deb's house of course :D then played GH again! Then after that... had to rush down with all the stuffs because we were 20mins late! wahahah :D Then we had this really big problem -.- the AVA and Dance Studio was occupied. NO VENUE! ahh! so alot of us went around looking for mrs rajah to settle things... while the others played Twister, Taboo and "Ball" lols x: played alot of funny things with the ball xD ... okay. Dissapointment number ONE. The teachers didn't show up! Only Mr Chow, Teo and Miss Gomes Bothered! oh! and Seah Lao Shi also! the others never turned up at all! AHHHH. So after that... We ate.. and ended up with lots of leftovers LOL. and we were panicking because we thought there wasn't enough -.- BAD HABIT. lols. After food we played Human Bingo! HUGE SUCCESS! loads of fun! then they did some campfire songs xD C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG :D spongebob! lol! By then, the AVA room was FREE. BUT, the keys were missing -.- so we ended up with the Higher Chinese Room on the second level, not too bad ^^ hahas. So we had the few games... PLUS DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS! I think I sucked as the host... but it was better than last time! I would have already started CRYING when I was being introduced by gerry xD I SURVIVED! hehe. We had to end earlier D: the teacher's idea. so SAD. but other than that, I think the party was a HUGE SUCCESS! WELL DONE 2-3'09 CLASS OUTING COMM! :D YAY US!

CHARR (:
those memories shall never fade,
in my heart it stays awake
awaiting for the time its called
to play as flashbacks on and on.
like a explosion of pictures
one by one,
chunk by chunk
I love my friends :D
They ROCK OUR SOCKS!
wooohooo! :D

I'm Back! X:

2009-03-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

hahas. so long never blog le :D
My last post is on the last day of school LAST YEAR! omg!
ahahahhas (: so cool right
so now I'm totally back x: all because my classmates keep asking me where my blog go to -.-
right. so my First Term Common Test over le ^^
and I did quite awesome! well, compared to my last year's one x:
BIG IMPROVEMENT OKAY?!?! but I will work harder :D

English : 68.2/B3 ( very pissed with this one D: 2 more marks!!)
Chinese : 56.4/C5 (not bad! I can do better! but it's an improvement! :D)
Mathematics : 82.1/A1 ( AWESOMENESS! improve so much from last year lorh! all the C's now become A!)
Physics(Science) : 76.1/A1 (AHAH :D finally! some hope for my physics! yay! hard work paid off!)
History : 69.6/B3 (VERYVERY angry with this one. They minus 2 marks! I could have gotten A2!)
Literature : 52.9/C6 ( the ultimate disappointment -.- )
Geography : 71.3/A2 ( YAY! :D)
Homec : 60/B4 (heng x: at least better than the D7 I got last year! I DID MY HOMEWORK! clapclapclap!)

okay :D I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY! AHHHHHHHH. My class having a class party IN SCHOOL! how cool is that??! hahas. okok. will blog about that! :D

I will be "BLACK!"
CHARR :3 the monkee!

Missing You

2008-10-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

hmm. Today, or should I say YESTERDAY was the last day of school for this year and we got back our report books and stuff. I'm quite okay with my results :D even though I got 19/20 place in class, hehehe :D oh well, as long as I went to sec 2 express ;D holidays are starting, but my torture hasn't ended yet... 1st November! THE LONG AWAITED DAY OF FREEDOM! Urgh, I can't wait man. Anyway, I might miss the 1-3 girls alot during this holidays...ok, maybe I WILL MISS THEM ALOT. But, we'll still get to meet up, somehow :D Yupps, I started habbo again, and I have TWO accounts, LOL. AHAHAHAH :D one is -CHINGCHANGBANG, the other is CHAPALABINGBANG. Cool names right? I KNOW :D hahahas, so Qium, Dom, and Ruoting, LOOK OUT FOR MY NAME :D hahahas, I'm playing again because of you guys anyway -.- hmph.

CHARR

Disappointment

2008-10-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

I'm not sure why, but even though I'm not from the prefectorial board ( I can't be bothered with it ) I was kinda disappointed and shocked to see some of the people whom I thought would get in, get kicked out. It's quite sad really, they were CRYING! Anyway, it's like some of the girls that actually got in, don't really deserve it, no offence really, BUT WAKE UP AND OPEN YOUR EYES. Are you blinded by acts? Do you even know when your eyes are being TRICKED? I think not, don't judge a book by it's cover they say. You guys definitely are. For those that didn't get in, don't worry, the prefectorial board has more to lose ;D and you'll make a comeback soon enough, nothing is impossible, there's always a second chance out there, it's just waiting for you to find it. Maybe you feel embarrassed, after wearing the tie and telling people to pull up their socks for such a long period of time, don't be, it's nothing to be ashamed of! So cheer up all! ;D

CHARR

blinded by lies and hatred, you're an idiot.

hey, I'm always here for you when you need me kay? Don't cry anymore! I'm at your service!

2008-10-19T16:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, why is it that the people that are not as close to me tend to share their problems with me more openly than the ones I'm actually close to? Am I that scary when you actually get to know me? Or do I just give a good first impression that I'm a good listener, help solve problems and I'm a great encourager when you're down. Then, when you get to know me better, that impression just fades away? I really don't understand, and I think I can't be bothered to, its just so hard. You know, sometimes when I say weird random things, its actually because I'm trying to make people laugh. You might not know it, but there are two sides to me. One is the optimistic, cheerful, hilarious and smiling as much as possible me. The other is a quiet, obedient, sensitive, understanding, and very emotional me. Sometimes I tend not to control my second side and it overwhelms me in school when I'm suppose to be the first me. It's irritating sometimes, and it has been happening a lot lately. I can tell you how much friends mean to me, those that actually befriend me for who I am, not because I have to be pretty and popular and all. Thats because from young, I have always been trying my best to get attention and gain friendships through being mean and help people out using my physical strength. Truthfully speaking, I have very low self esteem, I've always regarded myself as fat, ugly and a nobody. Thats why I treasure friends so much, because to me, its good enough they actually bother with me. My thinking has been like that, ever since I was young, and it hasn't changed. But ever since I went to Megalife, something in me suddenly spurred and I started to feel better about myself, like I actually belonged somewhere, Secondary 1 life helped alot too, the friends that I have made my anger problem stop, and I have learnt how to control my devilish anger. But, I still have the thinking that as long as my friends don't hate me, I am contented. So as I made more friends in Secondary 1, I've always been trying to help my friends out and make them laugh by doing silly things. You guys might not know but, sometimes I act just for this purpose, its like living a totally different life and feeling that I'm not really me. As I actually got used to it, it became it first me, and it so happens, the only place that both of my sides actually meet is in church. I mean, how coincidental is that? Or maybe its not coincidence. Whatever it is, I'm actually the kind of person that will go all out to help a friend or give a shoulder to cry on, my parents always ask me why does it seem that friends are so important to me? Well, this is my answer. I will never get the courage to actually say it out to them? But at least I released all my thoughts here.

So now you know.

CHARR

3 in one holiday :D

2008-10-02T20:08:00.003+08:00

hahas. Lotsa things have happened these 3 days :D and I'm very very very very sorry for not updating D: my free time is tight you know? With my mum going all crazy because I have too much free time, she keeps stuffing me with this ridiculous request so that I can't do anything I want to! Which seriously pisses me off. First of all, I'll like to tell you HOW HARD it is to get on the computer now, it's even harder than during EOY's! My mother makes all kinds of excuses, just to prevent me from using the computer... and AFTER MY EOY's TOO! I am SUPER DOOPER OVERLY PISSED with her for that. Her recent excuse is that my younger brother is NOT done with his exams and I have to wait till he finishes until I get to use the computer free, I mean, WTF? Does she have ANY IDEA when my brother finishes his exams? Let me FLASH it in front of you, it's 27 OCTOBER. Which is? ALMOST A MONTH after my EOY's finish. And this also means that I have to wait for ALMOST A MONTH to relax, even after I have studied SO HARD... so people, if I get angry easily for this month? BLAME IT ON MY MUM.

Secondly, on Tuesday was kinda like my 2nd Anniversary of GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS. Yupp, I was overly high after the last CL LC paper and my mum kept telling me to cool down, relax, BEHAVE. LOL. So after that lala, rachel, deborah, ruo ting, joanne, sherie, vanessa, eunice, nowell and me went to people's houses to change o.o hahas. Deb and ruoting went to Deb's house, lala, rachel, joanne, sherie, vanessa and me went to lala's and nowell went home. I didn't see the point in bathing before we went to plaza sing. I REALLY DIDN'T. I mean, they not only waste alot of time, they waste precious water! And it wasn't like they were planning on getting all sweaty and sticky in a fully AIR-CONDITIONED shopping centre right? Especially in a superly COLD theatre! So we FINALLY got out of lala's house and went to seragoon mrt station to meet deb and ruoting, who were already waiting for us like since REALLY LONG AGO. SEE?! I told you they shouldn't have showered! But in the end, we had to wait VERY long for Nowell. And apparently, my mother, who was already at Plaza sing waiting for me, was there 2 hours ago, and was pissed off. ( It was totally NOT my fault! I already told her we'd be there like at 1+ and she went at 11+? AND SHE BLAMED ME AFTERWARDS.. WAHLAO! ) Rachel took ALOT of random photographs while waiting for Nowell. LOL. Yeap. And Sherie was practically jumping with excitment because she couldn't wait to get on the MRT, it was her... 6th time on the MRT train? After Nowell came we quickly went on the train and Joanne was LONGING to see the rows of TV's positioned on the way to Dhobi Gaut Station ( dunno how to spell ) and when she finally saw? Nowell was not expecting to see it, so they both kinda made alot of noise... typical Joanne and Nowell, finding attention when MOST NOT NEEDED :D oh yar. Joanne was leaning against this wall that had the buttons on them and protuded outwards, she kept hitting her heard. I tell you, Joanne is the most SUAY person everytime we are out as a group, on public transport! Like that time during sec 1 camp, she SCREAMED so loud and cost us points... but that was history :D NEVERMIND (: then.. we had a hard time coming to a decision on what to eat, but settled with PizzaHut anyway. Really nice :D and it was alot of Pizza o.o I was just scared of pork x.x hmm. Oh, forgot to say, while we were ordering the food, sherie, rachel, ruoting and lala went to get our movie tickets, we watched EAGLE EYE x3 and apparently, ruoting, sherie and lala went off at the wrong floor :D I was so sad didn't see the commotion D: CLEVER rachel! Good sense of direction! XD And guess how much the tickets were? $10! OMG, YES! so EX right? even tho we are students and have this discount card thing, you know why? Because tuesday was Holiday EVE. WAHLAO -.- liddat also can. Anyway, the $10 was SOOOOO WORTH IT! the show was AWESOME! hahas, Joanne and Nowell sat on my left while Deb sat on my right :D Joanne and Nowell were frigging hilarious lorh XD keep asking questions, then I kept saying aiya watch first larh. Then... Joanne was very very very cold in the middle of the movie, despite already having eueu's jacket, I was very very very very cold also, but being the good friend I am, I lent it to her x.x the things a do for friends... hiax. And Joanne, you are NOT ALLOWED to say I'm being ego, because it IS the truth that you can't deny! Anyway. After the movie, sherie and ruoting went off, awww, they should have stayed, but oh well and OMGOSH! when we were walking out of the cinema, guess what? I felt weird, because one side of my slipper felt hard and the other side felt soft, so I looked down and guess what I saw?! I saw one of DEB's slippers on my FEET! It so happened, DEB realised too! AHHAHAS, we were like some idiots there switching slippers in the middle of the place, when everyone was watching xD. Then we went into alot of shops o.o lost count and forgot names, so blame me for all I care. There was this art store... It was SUPER COOL! well, for people who bother that is. And GUESS WHAT?! WE SAW MS NG WITH... Mr Ha :D ( I shall not laugh as it is insulting, I am a good girl you know, and I love ms ng! ) they were HOLDING HANDS :D and some of us wanted to intrude xD But nessie and me were like, NO WAY~~ You're breaking their DATING day! So in the end, we lost sight of her :D which is GOOD. hahas, don't want teacher's seing what we did later on. xD Joanne and Eunice went soon after, so only rachel, deb, nessie, lala, nowell and me were left. We went to FOX and looked around, then Espirit! hahas! and we saw this wall of HUGE sunglasses, so I think deb asked us to wear and take pictures. We were kinda in panic to get the pictures taken before the salespeople came and scold us, and whats more, those glasses costs a BOMB! hahas. the one I took was like 100+? Then I was REALLY REALLY thristy ( I had been mentioning for AGES that I was, ever since before the movie! ) so we decided to go to carefour. We kinda lost track of where we were going... so we kinda went one level extra DOWN. yupps, but deb was like, it's okay :D the carefour downstairs is connected to the one upstairs, so we were okay :D then we went into action city before going to carefour ( they forgot my thirst!!! ) and I finally BOUGHT something! IT WAS THIS SUPER CUTE PORTABLE HAND FAN THING THAT WAS IN THE SHAPE OF A MONKEY WEARING A SUPERMAN SUIT! hahahahahahas! see how significant it is? I will upload pictures another time, my this post is TOOO LONG! And then we FINALLY went to carefour and wanted ice cream and we saw BEN and JERRY's in SMALL TUBS! hahas so you should have guessed what happened next, yupps, we bought 6 because they came in packets of 3! JUST NICE! then I bought my FAV wintermelon tea! XD and we went outside to ENJOY our delis ice cream! :D mind you, it was the second time I had ben and jerry's! Then rachel had to go off quickly because her dad was getting angry, waiting for her and she kept telling him a little longer hahas :D so she went off. After we all finished the ice cream and took pictures we all left too, but together, because we were going back by MRT. I wasn't sure how to go back, so deb taught me, THANKS YOU DEB! :D I went home at about 8+ :D THAT DAY WAS SUCH A MEMORIABLE DAY! THANKS ALL OF YOU GIRLS! ILY!

Wednesday wasn't of much fun, I just went to ISTANA, after going to Plaza Sing for the second time in 2 days -.- ISTANA was a BORE. Anyway, I shall fastforward to today :D I woke up at 7.30 today and went cycling with my father at ECP :D then came back and had MAC HOTCAKES :D then waiting for Mitch to come to my house, we were going to do the EOY class vid today. AND WE DID IT! hahas. APPLAUSE FOR US! It took us almost 6 whole hours! imagine that! So much work put into 5 mins of video! hahas. LOOK FORWARD TO IT 1-3o8 GIRLS! YOU'll LOVE IT! :D So, thats about it :D and oh, I WANT TO GET THE DVD FOR EARLY EDITION D: ohwell

GET BACK HERE YOU!
CHARR
it'll never work out if you don't trust me,
what do I have to do to show you that you can?
I want to help, but you won't let me
PLEASE. Let me do what I can, as a friend

Pretty Awesome

2008-09-27T16:41:00.004+08:00

I was browsing youtube and I found out that a lot of people and sing darn well!
I'm posting a few I thought was pretty cool ;D

See the difference? But they're both good!

She really sings like that!

you know, that girl reminds me of Vanessa Hudgens... heres one of her o:

and then... to those who don't like Ally and AJ? START LIKING THEM x:

sorry, I just feel like posting all this crap, so dun mind me ;D oh yea, now the "all time favourite" 7 things ! Don't really get why people don't like the video? Its actually kinda interesting, and I thrive on interesting things ;D I like the parts where all the different girls cry ;D ( I AM NOT SADDISTIC, its just so cool that their crying, but for a guy? Bleh )

then there's the hilarious version ( its totally worth watching! )

Oh yea, remember Demi Lovata from Camp Rock? There was this one video ;D her smile is still ridiculously huge! ;D WHICH IS AWESOME!

Now the next song very very meaningful (; I shall put the lyrics below after it ;D

Alicia Keys "Superwoman" Lyrics
Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
Slave to humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

[ Superwoman lyrics brought to you by LyricsYouLove ]
Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly
We can fly, Oooohh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

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Alicia Keys "Superwoman" Lyrics

For All You Jonas Brothers Fans out there.... Here's something for you!

alrighty! thats about it! ;D

SUPER MONKEY'S MUSIC FAV'S :D

EOY's coming to an end

2008-09-27T12:03:00.002+08:00

okay. So EOY's have been passing by~ and its now down to the last 2 papers! Mathematics and Chinese. My 2 worst subjects, thank god they put it as the last 2. Yupp. So my mum's freaking out over me. And I'm having a lip infection, making my lip this HUGE thing -.- and I have to put this cream on my lip which is poisonous, twice a day to stop the swollening. But, since its poisonous, I can't eat, drink or even TALK! the horror! so I have to force myself shut and like "fast" until the cream stays on for long enough... hiax, my "wonderful" life D;

CHARR the MONKEY :D

you rock my world in a sunshine kinda way ;D
I mean it! ILY x3

Hilarious!

2008-09-19T18:54:00.002+08:00

Yes, yes, I'm using the computer again despite EOY's happening in another like 2 days. SO SHOOT ME ;D but I can't help it, A girl has to release her stress and frustration somewhere right? My first choice so happens to be my computer (; Nothing to blog about today larh~ Just that today was the last day of HAF = Health And Fitness and I found out I gained weight and have to loose 700grams to be acceptable weight... like WTH?! Me, Charmaine, will thereby MAKE A PROMISE, that she will definitely loose DARN a lot of weight during the holidays and become taller ;D It WILL happen, I'm telling you, I can do things when I put my heart and soul to it ok?!?! Don't look down on me!!

CHARR
I love you, you love me, we are a happy family (:

EOY

2008-09-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

well, EOY's are finally coming round to the last few days. It's like in 3 more days. And am I afriad anymore? I guess not. It's like not as bad as last time now ;D THANK GOD! hahas. Well, nothing much to post. School's okay (; joanne is as bullyable as ever, mitch the bestest BABOON ;D dominique the playful chimpanzee (; nicole? not so sure yet hahas. Rachel and the rest of PB are still the bestest company in the world, Karthiga? ohhh man. She has this "swiss theraphy" going on which involves whacking her VERY VERY long and thick plaid on my poor face, I'm definitely terrified of it! But it gives other people who see it a good laugh, if not I would have shouted really angrily x: hiax, the things I do to make people laugh x.x just shows how much I care doesn't it? xD Just in case, 1-3'08 is like MY ABSOLUTE FAMILY, well, it is to me. They rock like crazy ;D we have fun times together and yet, go through tough times too. Exactly like a big, crazy, hyper, sometimes emo kinda family! hahas. Going out with peoples on the last day of the EOY's after the LAST AND FINAL paper! And guess what? My dearest MUMMY is going! I am so happy ;D I can leech money from her! ( this is not the main reason, I am not so bad! ) I think it's really cool though, having a mother that understands you so much! I mean, she promised that even if we were in the same shopping centre, she'll not cross paths with me, which is quite impossible but I'm still glad she tried! hahas

BRAVERY! (;
CHARR the SUPER MONKEY!

Loving First Is The Thing To Do, The Rest Will Come In Place After.

disturbia

2008-09-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

okay, so I haven't been blogging and I'm not planning to very often now..

EOY's ARE IN 10 DAYS! and as much as the slacker I am, I'm actually STUDYING, yes yes, CHARMAINE TEO POH YU, has brought back all her textbooks, files, worksheets and workbooks home to study! Surprised aren't we? xD I'm surprised myself. But I want to get all A1's this time >;( if not I won't get my psp D; and guess what? Mummy finally bought me a harp! I am so happy! Thats about it...

I saw this video on MTV. It's Disturbia by Rihanna. It's a nice tempo, but the video is erm, DISTURBING. And I thought I should put it up here... its like number one in MTV now.

CHARR
I just hope they don't change. If not, I don't know what I'll do.

life just goes on

2008-08-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging for a long time, just too lazy x: so sorry!
Well, but there really isn't much to blog about. There's Eunice Yong, the new girl in class, so there's two Eunice's in our class now! We have got to think of new nicknames, oh well. I think she's not having a problem making friends in our class ( just getting rid of them ) xD joking. Joanne's in melaka now... I can't be entertained by her D; anyway, my phone's been confiscated by my mother.. so I can't sms or call anyone now D; Ah well, the whole 1-3 class has been such a sport! We kinda got regeted for the Teacher's Day Skit thing... but we're not all sore over it, they all went to dom's house on friday.. I couldn't, had to go back to Tao Nan! And whats more, my mum told me to go back home and rest! She didn't let me go bowling with the 6H'07-ers too! But at least I got to go to Parkway for lunch with them ;D then went home with Claire :3 and Zhao Ru was scolding me because we didn't wait for her xD OH YEA! do you know how much the guys in our school changed? I mean, their so HUGE now! Giants! It's no fair! I feel super super short now, and I already feel short, so THANKS A LOT -.- but the good news? They are developing so many pimples and acne that their countless! It's like all over their faces! Except a few.. and HEAR! I still hate Koh Fang Hua like crazy! I mean, doesn't he have anything better to say than " Charmaine, you have grown fatter " I mean like wth? And Bruce is still sweating like a mad pig! I sweat like a pig... but he sweat like a MAD pig! From just standing there and talking to Miss Ngoh his shirt was totally drenched! It's so funny! He seriously needs to do something about that! And my ex classmates are starting to call me zilian -.- like wth? I'm definitely not zilian! Maybe I'm changing a tad bit, but I'm 100% positive that I'm not vain! And guess what? I'm finally taller than Jermaine! After so long too! ARGH! but I'm still shorter than the rest, hahas x: and Isaac's voice has broken! Anyway, it was nice seing Miss Ngoh again, I didn't bother looking for PLS x: too scared, Mrs P is on maternalty leave D; so didn't get to see her, it's so sad! Deborah and Faith didn't come! And I wanted to see Faith SO MUCH too! ); I MISS MY AHMA! Hiax, and Claire is still as pretty as ever! ;D Zhao Ru and Li Shuan too! ;D Melody... is looking really EMO x:

PLMGSS's Teacher's & Aces Day was DA BOMB! :3 IT ROCKED LIKE CRAZY! I had so much fun! But unfortunately, the screaming and cheering has made my flu worse x: It's so sad though, I wanted Miss Gomes to win something too! D; she's the best! And Amanda looked nervous and anxious on the platform, so unlike her usual confident and loud self! But she did a great job teaching us the steps of the dance, great job! :D we had a little competition with the sec 4's but obviously we lost, badly too. Because the sec 4 seniors have such ENTHU people, they were the ELDDS people! D; anyways, it was good letting them win, after all, it's their last year here. The Teacher's Day concert was AMAZING! It was truly a great performance! ( Although we should have gotten the chance to perform, but. And what's with Xi Min being the MC?! ) Great job anyway! I had so much fun! ;D a really great experience (; Thanks A lot for all the effort you guys put in!

My brother scalded me today, during lunch, he was angry with me and poured the HOT soup onto my hand, hiax. Then my father gave him another beating... it's like the 2nd time in 2 weeks! D; then my mother scolded me for not being responsible ( again ) and about my laziness. Hiax, whats their problem? Can't they see I'm trying my best to change? Anyway, I'm going to study damn hard now... I have been mugging the past few days you know? I'm telling the truth, so don't go all shocked when you read this. I better go back to mugging now.. I have missed church because of mugging, and I'm going to miss it everyweek now. I will miss church D;

CHARR
lets all sing a song :D
ONE REPUBLIC - Mercy

problems and tears

2008-08-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

There have been buckets of tears flowing from some of the 1-3'08 people, it's depressing. I know, especially for the class monitors and those people who don't like seeing their friends cry like that ( like AHEM, me ) lols. So yea. One after another they cry. That sounds SO wrong, hope things will get better and all, I really do.

I getting great marks for the subjects this CA! ;D but you see, I didn't really study, which does make me feel guilty a little, when I see people crying because of their results, I mean, they study so hard and yet I get higher than them when I just study the morning before the exam. I feel like there is something wrong with my brain! Anyway, I asked Nat on how to get those friends of mine to feel better, and wow, she does give good advice, except for the fact I already knew those and did it x: oh well. Thanks for the help! ;D

I feel I'm missing out at church... like MIA for a long time. I missed church like LOADS. But I couldn't help it >;( I'm trying to keep up with the homework ( which I unfortunately like to do at the very last minute ) naughty of me, I know but I can't help it! It's a bad habit. I can't help being the lazy person that I am! D; I'm not like Joanne you know.... I'm the total opposite! yeaa. She's like HARDCORE guaikia in studies and homework while I'm the HARDCORE slacker in that area x: hahas. It's funny we can even be friends! Not that I don't appreciate it. LOL

Anyways, my mum is having a real hard time with my brother, he is in that transforming age you know? Primary students are maturing too fast now.. it pisses me off. I really want to help my mum, but I can't. My brother is totally out of my control, he doesn't even respect me as a sister. Probably because I used to be erm a real tomboy but I'm kinda changing now. I'm realising that my family members don't take my change as a good thing. Not my mum and dad, my mum is loving me wanting to go shopping with her, and you know, doing girl stuff. But my aunts and freaking out, because the Charmaine they used to know is changing so much they can't catch up. Like when I want to change my hairstyle or try something new? They think I'm getting interested in guys... like yuck? And when I'm getting nicer and nicer, they think that I'm hiding stuff from my mum. Like WTH? Well for their information, I'm currently in an all girls school and it bugs me, if im tomboy, people might think I'm a bung. If I'm too girl? I'll just feel plain weird! So I'm like keeping a balance between the two. My brother is the worst! He still thinks I'm the buddy playmate I used to be last time, so he won't listen to me, instead he just plays around and in the end gets me in trouble, I mean, like why does he do that? I don't even get much time to see his face everyday anymore, and I'm out of his face, why does he keep rubbing it in? When it comes to family matters, it's hard not to get emotional, so when my mum talks with me about my brother, we both start crying, it's like immediate affect! Why do we care so much about a 11 year old boy who doesn't give a damn and gives us living hell? I say I hate him/ but actually do care for him tons deep down. My mum told me she gave birth to him because she thought I was going to be lonely, sometimes I really wonder what life would be without him making so much trouble. My mum says if she didn't feel I was lonely, I would be the only child, I didn't like the idea, becuase I'll probably become a spoiled, HUGE bitch. So I guess I'm thankful that they gave birth to him.

THANK YOU MUM, DAD & GOD for giving me my brother, but I pray that you will give him a break through and let him mature in your way, not they way the world wants it to be. I know you are with us all the way and I thank you for your grace and mercy everyday. You have blessed our household abundantly and we know we are forever in depth of your everlasting love and compassion for us. You have constantly picked us up when we fall down and helped us through all possible obsticles we have faced in life, as life goes on everyday, I hope you will somehow touch my brother's heart and fill him with your love. He is walking further and further away from you God, and it hurts me when I can't tell anything he has done to my parents, as I have sinned too and he knows my secrets, too many of them. I fear he will give them away if I give him away. So the only one I can leave the matter to is you, now I have pray this prayer, I am lifted of this burden ;D AHEM

LISTEN UP!

2008-08-12T18:12:00.002+08:00

I only have one thing to say today :

STOP THE FRINGGING SAD AURA!
IT'S KILLING THE HELL OUT OF ME!
CAN YOU STOP GOING OUT OF YOUR MINDS?!
LIFE IS YOURS, DON'T WASTE IT LIKE THAT!
AND. GOD GAVE YOU THAT LIFE, TREASURE IT

DAMMIT!

CHARR :
it's your frigging life, don't drag others with you. Sometimes I wonder if your doing it just to get attention. Wether you're just jealous. It's like the boy who cried wolf. But if it's true.. then go to GOD. It's the best for you. If not there are lots of people here for you.. UNDERSTAND? and don't give me the crap like mind your own business. I don't wanna, your life is more interesting! D;

finally

2008-08-08T16:40:00.005+08:00

YO PEOPLES! (;
YESSSS! It's finally FRIDAYYYY! NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS @ PL! and I performed the NDP parade with the band today ;D It was a BLAST! The teachers said we did AWESOME! Which makes me happy and relieved at the same time! It totally meant that all the hard work that the band put in, especially Sec 1's, paid off real nicely ;D and Mr Pang treated all of us to CHOCOLATE ice creams! YUMMY! My soles have blue-blacks now D; and they hurt loads. But It's a big acomplishment for me ;D I'm happy I was able to remeber the band pieces ( although my memory is poor ) and I look like a DOFUS in the band uniform ... its like so puffy! x.x Anyway. I took 45 with michy today ;D and obviously, her bus came first. We were chatting in the bus about the funny, silly and fun times we had when we were younger and full of imagination. It's funny really, come to think of it, people really change drastically when they grow up. Like ZHEN and Jasmine. I mean, we used to do crazy things together, but now they are all grown-up and lady-like. It creeps me out, being lady-like I mean xD I still can't get used to the fact there are such things as skirts and dresses x: and make up. LOL! I missed the old days ~

Thats not the only thing I will be missing ... Yesterday was Heo Ram's last day at PL, will miss her loads! Everyone will. She was such a sport when we did stuff together as 1-3! Its hard to see someone who has been with you for 7 months leave suddenly, but it's always good to look at the bright side ;D at least she'll be having a good time at her new school. And hopefully its not as hard and stressful as normal schools ;D It's an international school she's going to you see. It will be odd having one less person at the recess table and in class, but It's managable. Especially those people who are really close to her, Nowell, Wan Yu, Sherie and the rest. I think some of them would cry o: But she's going to be having a better life ( I hope ) and its a new race ahead of her to finish ;D It's not like she's going to be gone forever! I have learnt to move on real quick, and to adapt to the situation (; its not that hard! I had to leave my best friends of 3 years in Primary 4 because of my brother's admission to Tao Nan, which was rather of short-notice. Then I had to leave my close and best friends from Tao Nan after PSLE. I could have been with them again but, I went to PL, which no one from my class went to. Hahas. So I had to leave behind great friends twice! But I'm doing pretty well ;D I still keep in touch with them. And the memories will still be in my heart and mind even though they aren't with me. It cheers me up when I think about the funny moments we had together. I do miss them lots, but now, I have made great friends in PL. I know I have to leave them again when we all go to JC. But hey, better make the most of it when we're still here together isn't it? I still remember, Chermaine, Chelsea and Abigail all migrated overseas. They are my childhood friends, and I totally was shocked to know of it. I miss them too. But we talk on msn and they do visit Singapore once in a while. So you see, it's not the end of the world yet ;D AND YEA! I'M TALKING TO YOU!

Didn't do really well for maths alegebra, I failed miserably. I think Chinese too. So there was this retest this week. For maths I hope I'll get better than before, thats all. For chinese? I BETTER DO WELL, I STUDIED! and I'm totally freaking out because of my new hairstyle, ITS ALL MY MOTHER'S FAULT! ROARRR! I have bangs! D; I look like an IDIOT! oh well, PRAY PRAY PRAY that it will grow fast. I can't take it! x.x My father got both the compters fixed! I am so happy! I can finally use a COMPUTER. And I'm currently using facebook to communicate with Chermaine! hahas. its so funny really. My friendster is dead x: yeaaaaa. And I wasn't able to go for dom's wedding in maple yesterday D; so sad. But its ok ;D I am a very understanding person! I AM, ok? x: Well, I have a horrible pimple, and its my first! D; Which is nothing to be proud of. OH! I have been watching Nancy Drew x: she is SO amazing! ;D and I have oso been watching The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries! IT IS SO COOL! I want episode 3! D; and D gray man 95 is out already! I am totally waiting forward to 96 and Shugo Chara episode 43 SUBBED hasn't come out yet! I am so pissed! D; its been so long! I have started on Sims 2 again ;D I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH IT! WOOT x3

Next week is the start of the common tests! WISH ME LUCK!

CHARR
don't you dare give up girl!
there are too many great friends out there supporting you for you to give up like this! Cheer up and smile wide for you're never alone! There are so many shoulders for you to lean on if you need one, we are as good as family! So do us a favour and SHOUT OUT LOUDD! (;

blessing.

2008-08-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

hahas, tomorrow's gonna be a new start of a fresh week. There's gonna be plenty of test coming up. Major ones too. I have to do well. This may sound really surprising for some of the people who know me personally, but given a second chance to pass those two tests, I wanna do better. In fact, I want to do so well that my mum will smile for me. I have just realised, that even though I do pretty well, to me, its never enough for my parents. So I'm gonna try harder, to get them to be satisfied with the marks that I get. I really want to try.
Today my parent's cell came over to WT @ Bt Merah to bless the place and to celebrate my dad's birthday ( it's actually on the 6th ) and the Leong family came over too ;D so did the Gan family ( Uncle gan, auntie sor leng, ZHEN, TING ) yea. had some fun times there ;D ZHEN was dressed all formal and she is currently OBSESSED with Joseph Jonas. Hiax -.- and TING is OBSESSED with The Jonas Brothers. I really don't get it, their not the only ones I know that are, whats so awesome about them? Sure they make great music, but that doesn't mean you have to be obsessed with the singers. Anyways. TING was so funny, complaining that she had nothing to wear and had to always wear her sister's hand-me-downs. Poor her, but she'll probably appreciate it in a few years time when she'll "inherit" her sister's wardrobe xD ZHEN is seriously turning into Jasmine :o and she is like, so tall! Nevermind ;D everyone has their goods and bads. I just dun have the height and weight x: hahas. But I'm still as happy as her isn't it? ;D maybe even happier. WOOTS! Tomorrow's the big day, the Home Econ's Practical! JIAYOU EVERYONE! x3

CHARR ;

MUSIC PICK FOR THE WEEK : WHEN I GROW UP - PUSSYCAT DOLLS!

make that two

2008-08-02T15:13:00.005+08:00

I suddenly feel how bored I am without the bugging feeling of having homework to complete. I mean, I finish my history homework this morning, the literature props during the week and now I have practically nothing to do. Hiax. I think I have a lot of best friends, but they feel I'm their best friend, not the other way. I mean, I'm not saying I don't feel that they could be my best friends and they aren't close to my heart and all, I just don't feel that close anymore. Not the way it was before. Like other friendships interfering on their side. So I kinda came to a conclusion that I will not be a clinger and like widen my circle of friends, having close friends but not best ones. Because I noe at a point of time, I will get hurt. I literally mean ME. Every time theres a person that feels like a best friend, we like just drift further. Thats just my thinking though. Not that it should make any sense. And although many of my friends tell me that I'm a great friend... I don't feel that I am. I just don't think I'm doing enough. Lol. I noe at times like this, going to God is the best thing to do, but I just don't think that it can be solved that easily, because it feels like a whole in my soul. Like Paster Conner at the FOP yesterday said, People strive on encouragement and probably friendship. I think I especially do. I mean, everyone feels good when you're being encouraged, but I just feel different. When it's my parents encouragement, I just forget about it after awhile, but if it's a friend, a very close one, to me, I will feel like I did well, but not enough at all. So I keep trying and screw up big time every time. You noe, I'm seriously thinking that I have split personalities... in front of friends and family. I'm a good girl in front of family, being all obedient and shy sometimes but in front of my friends, the more enthusiastic and mischievous me just appears in a snap. Nat says its good to show your real self in front of a group of people. But after idling for awhile, I really wondered which one I truly am. It's scary. Maybe I should be more balanced, like a 3-in-1 package. But is that really me? Geez, this is driving me crazy! Currently, I do not have a best friend in secondary school, I think. But I'm in no shape to think about it.. ARGH! Forget it, I will completely forget this. WHY DID I HAVE TO LISTEN TO THAT MESSAGE?!

CHARR
I guess I'm just getting more friends to cover up the fact that I....don't have a friend that I feel can be like a best friend. Confusion is irritating.....

YO!

2008-08-01T18:53:00.003+08:00

For some stupid reason I am EXTREMELY HIGH today ;D you can ask my classmates. I spent a lot of time abusing Joanne today ;D poor her ;D it's too bad for her, WHO ASK HER TO KEEP CALLING ME A SADDISTS FOR LAME REASONS?! She kept screaming xD I think I am going to have a ear ache today. JOANNE SCREAMS SO LOUD THERE'S AN EARTHQUAKE -.- OH! and Eunice totally is busted ;D Cheryl made her the cow in our new chinese project thing ;D ( her natural calling ) yea thats all, the rest of the day isn't worth talking ( seriously, I forgot )

GOING TO FOP WITH MY FAMILY NOW ;D SEEYA IN 2 HOURS TIME!

CHARR
being best friend material is one thing,
being the best friend is another.
I want you as a best friend, but I guess that'll never happen
IF THAT HAPPENS I WILL FLY!

one suprise after another

2008-07-31T19:48:00.002+08:00

Wow. You know the way that I usually do not study at all and still do OK in exams and tests? Well, Wednesday was a HUGE surprise for me, REALLY! First of all, my hist test got like 12/15 and I didn't look at the textbook to study the damn Contact and Interaction chapter AT ALL! Second surprise was Literature test! I got 8/10! WOOT! And seriously, all I did was to glance at the drama book for a few seconds before the test started! hahas!

I asked my brother to buy back the Lemon Chicken Rice in TNS today. I MISSED IT SO MUCH! I still remember how fast I could gobble it down with the rest of the 6H girls xD and I ate it almost everyday! Now that I'm in secondary school it felt different, so its a good thing I have in brother still in TNS. Yupps. My brother is bugging me to give the computer back,
GOTTA FLY!

CHARR x3
those memories with you guys & girls are
UNFORGETABLE! miss you D;

THIS WEEK (;

2008-07-25T16:22:00.003+08:00

this week has been full of TESTS TESTS TESTS and, TESTS again. I am totally beginning to experience how death is like! And whats more, I'm not having every single line to be in a new paragraph as I have realised that it looks very emo. Not only that. I have ALSO realised how EMO my blogskin looks. I'm getting the creeps everytime I go to my blog. SHEESH. Who wants a blogskin that would make yourself creep out? Not me. So I'm currently looking for a happy and cheerful blogskin. Because that is obviously what I am. ;D heehee.

Anyway, I haven't been blogging. Even if I was using the computer x: so sorry hahas xD But really, I have been so lazy this week! I must slap myself x.x yes, I shall do it right now ;D *PIAK* ;P the musical last Saturday was a TOTALLY NEW EXPERIENCE! really! The musical girls did an AWESOME job! And I do admit, I was at the verge of crying in one of the scenes. *CLAP CLAP* oh yea. When the musical finally ended we were like suppose to give our friends who were part of the musical a standing ovation. Everyone in the clique EXCEPT eunice and lala stood! hahas. They got themselves into a lot of trouble from nesse and sherie xD oh and us too. It was so funny! And I got my friends flowers! and I specially bought joanne a rose. Because I remembered she wanted "flowers from her girlfriends" and she liked roses, so. (; I hope she liked it :x then I bought daisies and carnations for the rest (; I like daisies x3 then I went home with michy on BUS 45 (; she went back first obviously. The thing when your going home with michy is that she always goes back first. Hahas. Thats because she can take so many buses and your probably only can take one x.x

Went to church on sunday, nothing much happened except an american/australian couple came for superlife and got the children to pray in the front. Rachael went in front and I followed her obviously, if not she wouldn't. But it's a big step (; she was the one that wanted to go first. The couple prayed from those who went up to receive the gift of tongues. One of the boys broke down and cried. Everyone was like. Wow. And it is surprising how many of the children have already received it before! They are in lower primary too! I couldn't go for Zoe's bbq party at ECP. Sorry Zoe! My mother didn't allow me. Had a little arguement, but it's alright now (; no pain.

Then there were all the tests. Yea. I am finally DONE with them! Seriously I would rather have one exam and get it over with! These tests week after week are driving me crazy! I got full marks for my first Bio test of the term! I'm proud of myself, because I truthfully did not study at all! Amazing isn't it? hahahas. There was the prefect nomination thing. 10 people in our class self-nominated themselves. Don't worry, naughty me didn't nominate myself (; Peace! hahas. The geog test was a ripped off! I mean. The whole class was so nervous about it because Ms Tan made it sound so dificult. It was kind of easy, a relief actually. Yupp. Thats about it (;

CHARR
the grass is always greener on this side.
I'll be right here when you need it
never fret.
you do have friends that are all out for you
including me (;

OMG!

2008-07-16T18:45:00.006+08:00

Today was TOTALLY WHACKED!
I meant crazy [x
anyways.
CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEAREST MITCHY & NIC!
[x you guys were totally awesome!
even did better than me in your 2.4km!
I am SOOOOO jealous!
all thanks to Jael & Francine,
OUR STAR TRACKERS!
Lets All Love Them!
And not to forget DOM & NESSIE!
GREAT Job!

Anyway, we had a rather surprising scolding
from our DEAREST MS GOMES D;
everyone in the class was
DUMBFOUNDED.
we love her D;
so everyone was really down after the scolding.
that was before Bio.
So Ms Ng knew we were down
the atmosphere must have had an aura or something
or maybe because the ENTHU KIAS 1-3 (; was unusually quiet.
so yea. she knew
Ms Gomes scolded because when we had to arrange the chairs for the listening compre
less than half the class stayed. The rest.. disappeared.
she was pissed.

ANYWAY. ENOUGH OF SMALL TALK!
xD

CHARR x3

i love the way you're slow xD always makes me laugh
i love the way you're seriously mental (;
you have that joy in your heart.
keep it there and cherish it
HEADS UP! x]

HAPPY

2008-07-13T13:08:00.003+08:00

I am currently
H ilariously High
A pparently Crazy
P EE-ed ( History thing )
P issed with next week
Y elled at, by my brother to let him use the computer

no title.

2008-07-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

I'm trying hard not to cry everyday.
I have finally realised how it is to lose a friend.
Even though it was not permanent,
well it could have been.
It was miserable.
I was emo-ing like god knows how.
showing this stupid black face.
when she wasn't there.
I wish I had gone to her blog earlier.
Then things would not have gotten so out of hand.
I guess.
Saying sorry was the best I could do.

words

2008-07-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

4 words :
I didn't mean it,

3 words :
I am sorry,

2 words :
Forgive me,

1 word :
Please?

it was devastating being lonely. but don't assume I'm jealous
I am not that kind of person. I was angry that you wronged me.
thats all. I just thought that side was greener for you. And that you enjoyed it more there.
Just trying to be a good friend. But I forgot I got an F for friendship.
So sorry. I guess I'm not a very good friend ...

WHEE~!

2008-06-28T22:45:00.005+08:00

hahas. I was kinda of bored
so I thought of going to make the blogskin for the class blog
It came out pretty well
I'm just short of pictures D;
so far it's like that ;D

I'm going to post the separate ones too ;D

CHARR

You can do it chanel!
it is possible!
I believe in you gurl!
GO FOR IT!

Afternoon At White tangerine!~

2008-06-27T20:21:00.005+08:00

hehe (; just finished piano lesson.
just gonna upload the pictures I took with
lala, eueu and mitchy! x3

woahhh! scary people (;

blurred ); sorry. I think I moved.

BEST PICTURE (;

SMILE sistas! (;

this is my favourite (; hehes
lala, mitchy & ME!

eueu! hahas!

BOREDDDD! hiax~

she was fiddling with the tomato ketchup (;

eueu!

lala & eueu x:

lala, eueu & mitchy!

whee~! eueu, mitchy & ME! x3

they say we look alike :o!
lala, mitchy and me!
triplets! LOL! xD

alrighty! I'm going to do my homework now (;

Seeya!

CHARR

ilovemyfriends (;

i hate crying

2008-06-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

i cried today. twice. or mayb thrice.
stuuupid cher.
it's not like i DON'T WANT to practice.
I really don't have time.
my everyday is like so packed.
I don't show it.
but I'm miserable at home.
I missed school.
but she just ruined it for me now.
its not the cher that ruined my holidays.
its another one.
she ruined my week.
and my pride.
I just cried.
I couldn't stop myself.
I was crying in front of her when she said it.
" You just don't take the initiative Charmaine,
you should be in the good books of those people
who have it, then you can practice, mayb sec 2's? "
then the lame story that she told 4 of us followed.
it's not like I'm not in their good books or whatever crap.
they have just ONE,
you mean they don't need to practice?
That cher doesn't think about what she says before she says it
I hate her guts,
her coolness
and her attitude!
She just won't admit that
she made the person cry.
Bitch.
when my tears were just flowing down,
all she said was
you have to be strong and firm. to be a ____pist.
Idiot.
she is making it sound like its totally not her fault,
that I'm crying in front of her.
STINKING BITCH.
can't stand her.
but I have to survive another 3 years with her.
no choice.

oh ya.
someone's dad scolded me
for not being able to do a favour.
Last Friday.
after the concert at Esplanade.
I was really hurt.
it wasn't my fault that I couldn't help!
the matter was out of my hands,
No means No
when it comes to my dad.
he hurt my really bad
when he said
" I'm really disappointed that you call
yourself a friend, uncle would help you
when you need a lift or anything
now I'm asking you for a small favour,
you wont help uncle? "
That really hurt me DEEP.
I was going to cry.
Right there.
At that very moment.
But I controlled myself,
until I went home,
and was alone in my bedroom.
I cried silently,
no one knew.
good.

I really don't know what is happening to me.

I say I'm ok. But I'm just not.
I don't want anyone to be more involved than they already are.
I appreciate that you want to help.
Or apologise in a way.
but it just won't work.I'm too hurt anyway.
My life is in ruins.It shatters everyday.I'm just so confuse.
My life has 2 sides.
I have split personalities in a way.
I seem happy in school.
But I'm like a baddie at home. I don't understand their expectations.
I don't understand their why they say.
I suffer silently, but soon I will break.
I know it.
It's coming soon. I can feel it.
all this crying keeps haunting me of it.
WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME A BREAK?!

Happy Belated Birthdays to Hui Zhen & Cheryl Tan (;

mission trip to melaka (:

2008-06-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

I guess serving God was the better choice (;
I enjoyed myself loads!
the Orang Asli peeps were just great (;
well, maybe except for a few situations..
but still.
IMY 6H );

Was supposed to meet up with Faith today..
but I made my mummy angry x.x
so I couldn't go.
but I went to have lunch at Sakura with
mummy, didi & e-ma (;
I'm growing fat );
It was a buffet!
& I had to eat my money's worth
bleh.
$20.50
must watch my diet (;

first day of the mission trip
guess what?
I met Deborah when the cell group stopped for lunch and toilet break.
so shocked o: but it was a pleasant surprise I guess.
just wished it was joanne (;
hahas.
ohh! and Jordan, Joshua, Sarah & Grace are so adorable!
will upload the pictures asap!
we brought out stuff to the hotel room after reaching
and then we met the guy who was going to bring us to the church
Mark.
It took almost an hour an a half to reach there!
I slept x:
well, most of us did.
the church is called
Jus Chapel
nice name
but. It's pronounce as
"juice" Chapel.
so.
the pastor is really nice I guess (;
he gave us a briefing on the Sports Day.
which was on the next day.

Sports Day!
had to wake up extra early on this day.
we had specially arranged for an early breakfast
so we don't starve x:
went to Mt Ophir.
Big mountain
huge.
they had to climb up and get down
wow.
they are really fit you know.
they came down SO FAST
I was busy helping out with the children programmes tho.
Fun (;
they were really into it!
unlike the children in out church who are under 12.
even the girls were really enthu!
AWESOME!
I have never seen anyone cheer like that!
( ok. maybe not. 1-3 CHEERS BETTER! )
hahas.
and the children under 7 were awesome too!
so cute (x
hmm really tiring tho.
then we went back to the hotel to refresh ourselves
than we went to visit the Orang Asli homes
many were not christians.
wild
oh yea. Plenty of flies
hundreds.
thousands maybe.
wow.
they had monkey for dinner.
I almost fainted when I saw the woman cutting up the body
poor thing, that monkey
and there were 2 more in the cage near by.
probably tomorrow and the day after next's dinner.
yikes.
bloody.
I saw the woman cut the head..
the brain was disgusting.
POOR MONKEY!
I still can't get over it.
SO MUCH BLOOD & FLIES
~faint~
ok forget that.
we went to bless 14 families
with rice and milo packets and more.
yupps.
than went back to rest for the next day
we were going to attend their Sunday service (;
I couldn't sleep till 1+ -.-
my daddy and didi were snoring so loudly!
I was watching a movie (;
It's a Boy Girl Thing
really nice show.
I want to watch it again!
but I couldn't go to sleep );
so I counted sheep.
serious!
it worked (;
but after 1 hour -.-

Last Day!
we were late for the service!
kinda, like 3 min?
and we were special guest!
how embarrassing x:
oh well.
the worship was in bahasa ( malay )
but I could see from the way they sang,
they had strong faith in God.
and Jesus is Yesus in malay!
how cool is that!
It's like pronounce as " ye shu"
did craft with the children after that
really fun!
than we took pictures and went home

the trip was really meaningful! (;
and I enjoyed it alot
I got to see the conditions that village peeps live in
how they survive,
what they do for a living.
they are actually really happy and free
they don't have to study and all.
they just do what they do.
this is just the base line of the trip
many interesting things happened (;

let this be a lesson to you..
go by faith and obedience
the shepherd loves his sheep.
bring his children back to him
L.O.V.E

CHARR (x

blah.

2008-06-10T17:50:00.002+08:00

It's funny you noe.
Best Friends.
I mean I love having best friends (:
like ahem. JOANNE (:
I don't like seing my friends cry.
Really ok.
So I don't understand.
Why she doesn't want to give in.
Everyone has gone through bad times.
Had bad experiences.
Been there, Done that.
But you just have to know how to let go huh?
Look at the bright side of things.
OPTIMISTIC
In any case. I hope it goes well.
I just hope she doesn't cry ):
Then I'll be angry.
Oh well.

Went to jojo's blog x:
There is a random passerby in her tag box.
And we're having a conversation about PL girls being rude and all.
LOL!
We are TOTALLY not!
I mean, how would you feel if a person you're not close to
asked you really personal questions?
and anyways it's jojo's style of blogging,
she likes to express herself in her blog.
real deep.
and everyone has the freedom of speech in
The World Wide Web.
so. deal with it dude/dudette (:

Hahas. I was watching this show on the TV the other day.
Pushing Daisies.
Quite nice a show.
and then I thought of jojo's wants xD
She wants flowers from her friends hahas.
So I was thinking,
Did she like daisies?
quite random. Yea I noe.
RANDOMNESS PAWNS (:
woots!
or maybe a sunflower would be better (:
sunflowers brightens up your day anytime.
but she's a "romance" type of person I guess,
because of the type of books she read and stuff.
Deep.
so maybe a rose xD
but that would be plain weird x:
oh wells. I suddenly feel like making paper roses hahas!

oh yea.
6H has finally gotten a blog!
LOVE YOU RAE x33
you go gurl! (:
too bad I can't go for the outing ):
I will be serving god when they'll be having fun
nevermind.
god is more important (:

it hurts to see you like this.
get up, just be yourself. Please don't give up on me ):
respect did not just fly out that window.
you lost it, so get it back.
you're the comeback kid.
believe you can. and you can.

100 qns :o!

2008-06-04T15:37:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe I'm doing this -.-
But I shall (: because kaijun jie ask me to ^^
Kill me if im not dead by the time I finish xD

1) Whats the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Hmm. Jojo? She is my loveeee (: hahas. x:

2) Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
NOPE! NEVERRR! it's on 24/7 xP

3) What happened at 10 am today?
I was studying science notes from the textbook. BORING D:

4) When did you last cry?
hmm. I think it was when my mummy scolded me for my results D:

5)When did you last cry?
erm repeat? or typo arhh o:

6) What do you want in your life right now?
hmm. I want a laptop >;)

7) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Same as rae and kaijun barhh, WALKING IN THE RAIN! x)
(I cycled in the rain on the 1-3 outing to ECP x) they walk so slow I couldn't take it! X:)

8) Whats your favourite thing to have on your bed?
hmm. lets see. blanket I guess x: cause it can b my bolster and pillow all together x:

9) What bottom are you wearing now?
SHORTS! school ones x: I just love them ( their FBT's x: )

10)Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
I have 800 messages -.- how would I know!

11)Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Hmm nope, never :D in fact I think its some of my friends who make it a tad complicated x:

12)Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
Nope! I never borrow clothes o: unless, its for a formal dinner or something ( I have no formal wear D: )

13)What was the last movie you caught?
Uh, NARNIA! Prince Caspian ^^ I just watched it on Monday (:

14)What are you proud of?
my art (: and oh friends x:

15) What does the oldest txt msg in your inbox say?
erm. I have no idea. Can't be bothered to check luhs x.x

16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
That would be Chris Brown's With You x: I was competing with my brother xD

17) Do you have any nicknames?
Alot x: CHARR(: bobochacha, char kueh tiao? X: etc etc x:

18) What does your last received msg say? Who was it from?
as I said. Don't know. Don't care ..

19)What time did you sleep last night?
1am+ ? I was doing math yikes .__.

20) Are you currently happy?
Yeah! (:

21) Who gives you best advice?
GOD (:

22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
hmm no. too fatening ^^

23) Who did you talk to on phone last night?
last night hmm. I think my aunt (:

24) Is anything bugging you right now?
Yah, raja. And how much the holidays this year sucks.

25) Who/what was the last Person/thing that made you laugh?
Jojo x:

26) Who/what was the last Person/thing that made you laugh?
typo? x.x

27) Who was the last person you missed a call from?
michelle x: I still have no idea why she called o:

28) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Nope. lols

29) What annoys you in a person?
self-centredness x:

30) Do you have a crush on anyone?
hmm nopes (:

31) Have you ever done cocaine?
ermm whats that? x:

32) What is the colour of your room?
WHITE X:

33) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
I would never commit murder ^^

34) Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap" ?
ermm what does that mean? x.x

35) Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
me larr x: thn hu?

36) Who was the last person to hug you?
Qian Hui x: She can't stop hugging me x.x

37) Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
hmm. I didn't kiss anyone (: bud my mum kissed me and erm my whole family saw?

38) Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
diao -.- what is this.

39) Have you ever think someone died, when the really didn't?
hmm. Dajie lorhh x: everyone so worried about her.

40) What is the reason behind your profile song?
I have so many! But I put them there because their nice (:

41) Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Lucy (: from Narnia ( hees xP )

42) Last time you smiled?
Im smiling like right now!~

43) Have you changed this year?
YEAPPPS! like too much x: ROARR!

44) What are you listening to right now? :D
My brother's game on psp -.- alot of crap (:

45) Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yea. my brother! lols.

46)Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
hmm. thats a really stupid question. OPEN lar of course.

47) Is there a quote you live by?
Always try never cry ^^

48) Do you want someone you cant have?
like in what way? o: I already have the bestest of bestest friends in the world. and god. who else do I need? o:

49) Have you ever played an instrument?
Yeapps (: I play 4 instruments now xD Piano, Harp, Tuba and guitar (:

50) What was the worst idea you've had in a week?
Slapping my mum x:

51) What were you doing last night at 11 pm?
watching chinese show (:

52) Are you happy with your love life right now?
Dun have one~

53) What song describes your love life?
eww. dun have lar -.-

54) Does the person know that you like him/her?
this is stuupid -.-

55) Who always makes you laugh?
hmm. My brother, jojo, cheryl, rachel, michelle? WAN YU & NOWELL! hahas etc etc x: alot of people lar!

56) Do you speak other languages other than english?
hmm. Chinese lor x:

57) Are you blond?
no.. I have black hair (:

58) Whats your middle name?
erm. whats a middle name? lols x: my name is like Charmaine Teo Poh Yu. Lols. -.-

59) What are you doing tmr?
BAND PRACTICE!! (: WOOT! (: oh no. Qian Hui is going to hug me again x.x

60) What do you think you are like?
I am friendly (: and I never bite xD

61) Who will you choose to die with?
no one o: why would I want to die with someone -.- I would draggg that person to death? no thanks.

62) Where have you been today?
No where. I have been stuck at home alot this holidays -.-

63) What game do you play often?
AUDITION! (:

64) Who are you missing right now?
I miss 6H D:

65) If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
hmm. Love for boys? no way. for friends? WAYYY ! (: I LOVE MY FRIENDS! x3

66) What are you doing right now?
lols this quiz thing? o:

67) Which primary school are you from?
TNS ;3

68) Which primary school are you from?
erm. I'm getting pissed -.-

69) What emotion do you like to show?
blurr look xD

70) What is life to you?
life is friendship :D to me.

71) If you have something troubing you, what will you do?
go confide in someone.. (:

72) Who did you last chat in msn today?
I haven't gone online x:

73) Who do you admire the most?
hmph. In terms of games? seriously my brother x: in terms of studying and computer stuff and drawing? WESLEY! (: and in picture taking? ZEXUNN :D ermerm. and languages Toshi dajie x:

74) Which month are you born in?
FEBBB (: I'm a CNY baby~

75) How are you feeling right now?
Relieved o: lols. cause I am finally using the computer after studying for decades! (:

76) What is the time now?
4.08 pm

77) Where are you now?
o: computer room

78) What colour did you use to dye hair?
I'm not allowed to dye x:

79) Why are you doing this quiz?
because kaijun erjie told me to x:

80) What do you do when you're moody?
hmm. slack. x:

81) At which age do you wish to get married?
HOW WOULD I KNOW -.-

82) Who is more important to you? Boyfr or friends?
Friends (: cause I dun have a frigging bf o:

83) Do you think you have enough confidence?
For wad? o: but I have confidence ^^

84) Who is the person you trust the most?
alot of people leii. bud I guess Hui Zhen, Ting and Cher? (:

85) Will you love your boyfr/crush forever?
dun have one. hiayou.

86) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
BANISH RAJA .__.

87) What is your goal for this year?
Get good results so I can get a LAPTOP D:

88) Do you believe in eternal love?
yeapps.

89) What feeling do you love most?
hahas. HIGHNESS ;3

90) Do you really think its global warming now?
yea. the weather is killing me -.-

91) What feeling do you hate the most?
hatred. lols.

92) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YUSHYUSHYUSH ;3 all of them (:

93) Do you believe in god?
YEA DUH. IMA CHRISTIAN ;3

94) Who cares for you the most?
my parents x:

95) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends and fun x:

96) What'll you bring when you fight?
GOD :D

97) What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
hmm. making my life miserble x:

98) What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
That'll never happen. lols :D

99) What if your stead two-timed you?
erm. DUN HAVE. I'm seriously getting pissed with this kind of qns o:

100) Love with a guarantee of heartbreak or never love at all?
huh?

and now what o: I'm supposed to name 10 people to do this oso? hiax..
1. JOANNE (:
2. Michelle? X:
3. Rachel
4. My brother ( I dun think he'll bother x: )
5. Lala (:
6. Winniline
7. Zoe
8. Deborahh (:
9. Chanel? x: hahas
10. Gabrielle xD

okayy. I am finally DONE! (: phew.

CHARR! x3

WANTED! PLEASE CONTACT IF SEEN! >.<

2008-06-03T16:57:00.003+08:00

ROARR! my dear dajie Toshi is MISSING D:
I totally miss her! ):
silence may be golden or whateverr.
BUT. Her silence just makes other people's lives miserable D:
everyone is worried for her luhh.
DAJIE COME BACK D:
dun like that luhs D: everyone is almost crying T.T

What's WORST? I can't go for the long-awaited 6H gathering!
ARHH! My holidays are DEADED ):

CHARR

happy belated birthday to Rachel , Xin Yi and my beloved P4 Esther! (:

i hate the holidays,

2008-05-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

my mummy has me studying from day to night.
stupid raja inccident.
ROAR!
I'm totally pissed.
nothing comes out right.
dinner today with winnieline, therese and zhi ying was fun.
thats the most interesting thing that happened this week ):
I am seriously rotting GRR.
going to watch Narnia Prince Caspian on Monday.
Yay. Finally some entertainment.
Hiax. 11.45 . gotta sleep.
tomorrow's a long day D:

CHARR

I Am Rotting ...

2008-05-28T13:49:00.002+08:00

What's left of me is probably a bone -.-
I'm seriously bored~
Someone help me!
It's only the start of the holidays!
hiax.
Nothing to post ):

EMPTY~

topsy turvey.

2008-05-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

Many things have been happening.
I'm really blur now.
I feel like I have gotten a big fat F.
For Friendship.
I really don't know what I'm doing.
Lol.
Oh wells, can't be helped I guess.

In any case, there are a few words that have been stuck in my head.
For pretty long.
I never dared to say anything.
Maybe I should have, hiax
Just want to say.
If you need a shoulder to lean on, I'll lend you mine.
If you need someone to listen, I'll lend you my ears.
In any situation, I just want to be there for you (:

my world is falling into pieces...

2008-05-23T12:55:00.004+08:00

just got off the phone with my mum
my parents just finish talking to raja
she totally did it
she has officially ruined my life

I HATE HER.

I now have no freedom
no life
no love
nothing.

This just sucks la cans?
she must feel acomplished
to have murdered me
she's a sadist I tell you
even if she doesn't show it
What does she mean by they are using me?
I did it on my own accord!
Dun you dare anyhow make judgements..
Thou Shall Not Judge
I'm not judging,
I'm stating facts! D;
I bet alot of people would agree.
Cause it's just totally true.
Think you're all great?
Think you're helping?
You were just silently killing me inside la you.
Your words are like daggers that are aiming at me all along.
Thats why I refuse to listen.
You're just making me worse not better.

JUST SHUT UP, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!

You HAD to do it didn't you?
Just in case you don't know.
I am not distracted.
Neither do I not know my work.
I just don't want to.
Because there isn't a good reason to.
The only reason I bothered abit was because I have great friends.
Teachers are BLAH.
Parents? They just help teachers.
Little annoying brothers? They just make living a drag.
I know that I can go to God to help me,
I might know this is a punishment for whatever wrong thing I did.
It's not like I wanted to.
I didn't have that freedom to do it.
I feel it's time I broke a few rules.
Rules are boring.
A world filled with rules is boring.
I want thrill!
I want excitement!
But if I continued to follow the flow?
I'd just be another person. No fun at all
Of course, my thrill and excitement is definitely not drugs or smoking
thats not cool OR fun at all
it just makes me leave this world faster.
I don't want that.
not yet.
I hate smoke anyway.
drugs are a nono for me since young
so no way.

I just ... wanna be me.
not someone my parents want me to be
I'm not good in maths mum,
I never was a study type.
Just because you were good in Geography doesn't mean I'm good at it too dad.
I seriously suck at it.
I love english. You're ok with that.
Fine.
But I have seriously no interest in math!
anything to do with it! NO!

The only reason I'm not failing yet is because I still care.
I have face too.
You don't have to worry about that.
I won't fail.
But this term's D&T was seriously messed up
I have no idea what happened.
Don't ask me and don't make a big commotion
Like I said. I have face too

But after all this.
I still will do better from now on.
To get that freedom I deserve!

CHARR

the only reason why I'm still holding on is because you encouraged me (: thank you.

Happy 29th Birthday Miss Koh x3 you will always be my favourite piano teacher! LOVE YOU (x

WHY ME?

2008-05-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

We had alot of crap today. Yea. Very slack. Nothing much to talk about. I'm seriously pissed right now okay. Sorry. June Holidays coming and I'm not feeling very goo about it. I wish there wasn't so much homework D; and currently I'm really angry with someone yea. She's talking to me but I don't wanna reply. I have to tho, if not she'll completely hate me too. I don't want that. Nicole is starting to befriend me alot (: she's nice anyway, not like some people -.- I wouldn't mind. hmph. Really pissed right now. Can't remember anything. RAWR! I guess I'll just go play audition and signout msn. Yea.

thats all I guess. Oh and Ruo Ting & Rachel's cold war is settled ;D

CHARR

I seriously just wanted to help, but oh well, you didn't want it. So. I guess I'll let you cool down till you melt. Nothing I do is good enough anyways. God. I feel like crying why?... bo bians nvrmind larh. I should just forget you la. Thats the best. But how? I see you everyday la. Dammit. ):

&CONFUSED me..

ANGRY!

2008-05-21T13:36:00.005+08:00

I HATED JOANNE & RACHEL TODAY! (: and obviously I didn't mean it.. I had to say millions of sorry's to rachel before she forgave me. Must have been a shock to her. SORRY! I HAD to choose my 2 bestest friends to do it x: It was kind of a test for me. Yea. Joanne was pissed too x: SORRY LARH OKAY x.x

I have finally realised why I was emo-ing the day before.. God make me prepare for what was installed for me when I got back home. My mum was out for awhile and my dad was at home after I came back. Yea. Then, when i came out of the shower, my father scolded me for not having to pack my room, so I kinda obeyed and went to pack my room. Then I used the computer and my dad went to fetch my mum. My brother had my father waiting for an hour to get the stack of papers downstairs.. seriously speaking, my brother was too busy playing his PSP he didn't care! So when my mummy got back she was all angry and stuff.... then she went to check my room and was like WHY SO MESSY?!? So I was a good gurl and I obeyed an unpacked my camp bag and all, and all I said was " ok la" then after that she was all. " YOU KNOW HOW RUDE THAT WAS?" and I was like huh? zzz . Then b4 I knew it, I had to sleep on the floor in my brother's room and my handphone was no more. MY BROTHER WAS SUPPOSE TO SLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM! D; but he didn't in the end. My back hurts.. D': oh wells.

I wanted to wake up earlier to get my maths file done, but I can't without my handphone! See how I will not survive with my handphone? I probably one of my everyday necessities! D; and my mother HAD to take it away. Smart lar she. So today after aesthestics jojo and I decided to stay for awhile to practice harp. Since that day Miss Wong, my harp teacher, scolded us for not having enough time to practice -.-. And apparently, my spectacles broke during IT, darn it. Oh yea. I locked jojo in the harp cupboard for more than 10 mins I think! Sorry jojo x: it was also part of the test.. sorry for all the test x: I know it may be like nonsense to you guys.. but it really means alot to me ok. D;

Well. Ruo Ting and Rachel are having a fit. And you know, I'm the kind of person that will not show but angonises inside.. I was like that the whole entire day. I even feel like crying! And it's not even me that is having a problem! I hope it does not happen to me and errr jojo? lols. Hiaya. And currently my mother is having another of those long lectures about how I shouldn't be rude and all. Urgh. Anyways, so they were ignoring each other throughout the day. They actually were alright at around 2+ but something rather childish happened and so they got angry with each other again. Oh well. No comment. Yea. I kinda wrote another peom >.< but only nessie read it, cause she happened to see x: not that I'm biased okay! So here it goes :
Why are you ignoring me?
what did I do?
I was just trying
to be good to you!
I guess thats not what you were thinking,
cause you just don't care.
you just leave me there.

You have your friends,
and I have mine.
we just don't mix,
I guess it's goodbye.

We are through,
both me and you,
I just don't get it
and neither do you
I used to hate you
but befriended you so,
now you leave me no choice,
but to hate you,
Oh No

Yea. So thats a poem to do with the feelings of a person who is ignoring/ignored. Hmm yea so.

Now look here you two,
god made you to love,
to care for each other,
and to befriend one another.
There was not suppose to be hate among us.
Not in this world HE created.
No. Never.
It was us humans who made this.
This hatred,
this revenge,
this envy,
this anger.
Jealousy is BLEH.
Anger is Whatever!
Hating is URGH
and Revenge is YUCKKKS!

So go ahead and tell your friends, you treasure them so deeply.
cause without them, you'd feel so lonely!

Yupps. So thats all (: I've been watching American Idol. Hahas. The 2 finalist a.k.a the 2 DAVIDS! really rock. I have no idea who will win! hiax. I just hope both of them will be as sucessful ;D okay. gotta go! seeya! (:

CHARR
you know, I never knew I'll say this but. I don't think I would have survived secondary 1 without you.. I wonder what would happen if you didn't come to this school too. I have always tried to imagine, but to no avail. No name here (: but if I had the guts I would tell you in real life. Just hope you never get angry or abandon me.. if not I really won't know what to do. ;D FRIENDS FOREVA! <3

MACDONALDS! (:

2008-05-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

Alrightys! I'm back home now (: I think i took too long to bathe bud oh well!

Today was Animals/Pets Day at our school! = one of the worser days of my life x.x RAJA had to go and ruin my day.. BLEH U D; I was all enthu and high in the starting of the day but after she scolded me I became all EMO,SAD and diefinitely ANGRY! And btw? I tend to write peoms when I am in this state... yeaps. So, kinda without knowing, I wrote some peoms. Lols, Cheryl said I was poetic, but I seriously have no idea what I was writing and who I was refering to... :

The clouds are white,
The sky is blue,
but soon the grey,
will fill it too.
My heart is like,
this dullen sky,
that soon will rain,
these tears of mine.

I'll never say
but
I hate you
I'm angry,
I'm pissed,
I'm downright blue.
This hatred burns,
everyday,
I don't understand
why I hate you this way.
It's a question in which I can't answer,
It's a question no one can answer,
I just hate you with all my might,
I just hate you till the end,
thats right.

This voice is provoking,
This voice is cruel,
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
I'm pleading you.
It boils my blood,
It makes me fume,
The rage is unbearable,
I don't want to feel!
Why did this happen?
I'm asking you.
I think it happened,
because of you.

What is this feeling?
What is this pain?
Is this the feeling,
that I once lived in vain?
I thought I'd forgotten,
I thought it was gone,
I guess it just won't
stop tearing me apart.

Yeaps. Thats it. I scare myself sometimes... anyways. I went to MAC with nessie, rachel, heo ram and jojo today without telling my parents >.< naughty me! Other than that I think nth is worth talking about now... BYE!

CHARR!

iDISCOVER CAMP ' 08!

2008-05-19T12:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! (:

I'm finally back from camp. wow. I am literally drained of my energy, and my bones are aching from sleeping in my sleeping bag. And joanne is officially CRAZY.. anyways. This camp was okay I guess. But orientation was WAY more fun! Everyone in our class were so dissapointed when it turned out to be this way! Aww.. I have a feeling the only fun thing that happened was the Parents Appreciation Night, 1-3's performance, mascot and cheer was the BEST! well, it SHOULD have been.. we lost in the mascot by ONE sticker! can you believe that?!?! urgh.

Well the first ice breakers and singspiration. 1-3 did win the first ice breaker ; soft ball game (: but woah. No word I noe can describe how tough that game was. I never knew how seriously rough girls could be! hahas. Many people ended up all bruised physically and.. bruised their dignity -.- oh gosh. Mitchy was guarding the soft balls under her body and other people kept grabbing. eww. lala was on top of mitchy and then me. I nearly suffocated! And my hairband completely came off. Yikes, and a girl kept on trying to take the soft balls even after the peer lite said stop! I was really pissed after that. We played other games... I forgot their names but I remember that some people stepped on jojo's legs in one ;D I was lucky. heehs!~ then there was the pirate game where we had to figure out how to get from one part of the "ocean" to the other on 3 pieces of newspaper which where taped tgt without anybody stepping out. That was stressing. Newspaper is SO fragile! It kept tearing -.- eww. Then we did the class flag. THAT was a mess. The whole class was in chaos and I seriously couldn't think properly, there wasn't even nice colours for the designing. I could have done better for that. My apologies 1-3 D;

You know, the food in camp was okay.. I really do not understand why so many people are complaining x.x and I had like 1/2 the portion of Nicole's food in almost every meal! Even more! hahas. except for the one meal we had fish? the rest was alright. STOP COMPLAINING! x: I really can't stand people who say they are pretty/handsome when they are seriously not. Like that Melvin guy, one of our camp facilitators. He kept saying he was good-looking blehs! I can't even believe he has a girlfriend! No offence.. I just can't help it. Ermm. What else? Oh yes. We had to find out own flag after that. I was handicapped >.< tied tgt with Ruo Ting at the ankle, ouch. We were like strugling to keep up with the rest! Oh, jojo was blind hees. ;D So fun. xD I kept tickling her and she couldn't see where I went but she knew it was me! Had a good laugh (: We had the bag check and stuff. ( psst! I hid my hp in the locker and it was RIGHT BESIDE the classroom I was sleeping in! I didn't use it of course. I'm a good gurl (: ) then we went to bathe. GOSH! I tell you I was so busy helping people wash their hair and filling the water that I didn't have time to shower myself.. only wash my hair! URGH! sticky D; but by the time I finished, I already soaking wet anyway, no diff. Then aft the Doc and patient game , we all went to bed, I slept beside rachel (: but I couldn't sleep! Rachel kept hitting my stomach whenever I made a noise so after awhile, I guess my body gave up x:

Next morning I woke up seriously because Rachel was making a so much noise! It was 5.30 >.< YAWNNN! So I just went and brush my teeth. Lol. Jojo was showering -.- CRAZY & so was nessie, okay, alot of people showered. What was the point? We were going to get stickyer and dirtyer and more uncomfortable later on anyway! And Janice & Sarah lied! We DID go to Sentosa after all! hiax.. oh yea. Sentosa was depressing. Seriously. We were like the first to reach vivo city. The whole class had to wait for a group of people to get our lunch bought with $80. So we sat at the mrt station and jojo, lala, cheryl, ruo ting, jael, deborah, rachel and some more I think, sat tgt and started playing some lame but kinda fun games I guess xP Cheryl started it! hahas. She's really cute (: so happy to be sitting next to her! Hmm, then we went to sentosa. Ew. We were late for alot of stations firstly because we wasted ou rtime waiting for the tram to get to the first station when it was only a few metres away! YIKES! and then we seriously could not figure out where to go, Janice and Sarah ( our group leaders ) didn't have a clue either! But things started to get better when we went to the last few stations. Lee Huang, one of the peer lites was so impressed with our enthusiasm and our class cheer! And that made our spirits liften! We were so ON task at that time! NOTHING could stop us! Yea. So we got back to school the first! ;D and oh we made up a new class cheer in case, but didn't use it in the end :

( IN THE TUNE OF SOUJA BOY CRANK THAT )
Hey 1 3 come'on lets go
Watch us win this watch us roll
Watch us score and see us soar
with unity we'll win this war!
THREE~~~

yupps amazing what the people in our class can come up with! Oh and according to the personality test, OUR CLASS HAS MANY MANY HIGH I's! It means that alot of people in our class are good listeners, enthu kias, high kias, attention seekers x: , all out for friends, take friendships really seriously and guess what? I'm one of them! haha >.<>.< I think I took 15 secs -.- then it was Parent's Appreciation night! I think our class did the best among all, like I said at the starting of the post, It was a REAL PITY we lost! aww D; I think I almost cried!

hmm and Melvin LIED to all of us! darn it you. There were rumours of a fire drill at 3 am. Some people in our class, including poor Rachel actually woke up at 2.30am ! Poor thing! Because there wasn't a fire drill at that time, instead there was one at 8 am and alot of people were still asleep, haven wash up or showering! Hiax, and Melvin said we could sleep till 10.30am ! urghh. Then we got a big scolding for being late and stuff, and that DEVIL OF A FACILITATOR WOMAN! urgh! She's a SADDIST! THEY are SADDIST! so many casualties during the exercise! 20 jumping jacks became what, 200? then 5 push ups became like 30! eww.. even jael our tracking star couldn't take it! D; and lala was crying T.T I hate to see my friends cry... anyways the rest of the camp does not deserve to be in this post >.< I DID NOT FORGET WHAT HAPPENED..

CHARR

you are my friend, I'll never leave you lonely (:

common test!

2008-05-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

haahs.. I just read jojo's blog..she's so funny sometimes..

anyways. these few days have been the common test, our last paper is tomorrow, it's mathematics..how pathetic -.- no. I mean I'm pathetic in MATHS! ARH! So I have been studying since I came back but I dozed off x= bady me >.< and so now I'm awake and typing this post. lols.

today was chemistry test, alot of wrong liao T.T hiax.. oh but today was slighty interesting! the girl that Ram idolises, actually wrote a happy birthday note to her! It was simple, nice and sweet. Sherie told her senior, who was the best fren of that girl, to tell the girl to write it. yeaps, kinda complicated. sometimes I really don't understand them you noe? wanyu and heo ram.. straight or les? well, we had 2 recesses, one after the next today. and jojo decided to go for the second one. being a good girl? I went with her xD michy, eueu and lala oso followed. Then we waited for PE to start. Yea. we were laughing alot. But I forgot what we were laughing about. x= too much stress la. sorry. I forgot to bring my harp book to school again, but lucky there were extra books in the cupboard and our teacher, Ms Magdelene Wong, was nice (: but still as lou shou as her sister. haahs. no offence tho. yea then when jojo went off with cheryl and charmaine to the bus stop, I went to the canteen and Cheryl Tan and Deborah was there playing the piano, I played for them songs and after awhile they left too. So I saw my Tuba Band Senior, Jo-ann and I said "Hi" then she told me to sit down.. and we started to talk about subjects and how HARD our common test paper was compared to theirs last year. SO UNFAIR, OURS IS HARDER!! yea. She's really nice (: I like talking to her. okay so I went home and studied and dozed off and now I' here ( I repeat xD ) nothing much to say now..

CHARR

Mary : See that woman over there?She's been married 4 times-once to a millionaire, then to an actor, third to a minister and last to a undertaker.
Mark : I know! One for the money, two for the show, three to get ready and four to go!

YO!

2008-04-24T16:30:00.003+08:00

okays.. so yesterday was NO AIR-CON AND FAN DAY = OMG DAY! rawr~ in case you don't know, I sweat like 24hours -.- and thats WITH the fan, so what happens when there isn't a fan? I DIE. yes yes. oh well, good thing the second part of the day was AIR-CON AIR-CON AIR-CON! and oh. Ms Eng is BRILLIANT in teaching Aesthetics! so sad she can't stay like the whole year D; yea. hmm what else? oh yea. I had chinese tuition. It was okay (: I like my tuition teacher so. and NO MORE. yesterday was boring D': oh wait. IT lesson was fun (: our teacher was telling us really interesting stories about her friends. and I was using the computer when I was not allowed to (: then when I went to jojo's blog? she was like EH! NEXT TIME I GO URS ARHH. lols -.- Nowell was super hyper. same goes to wan yu. oh. my memory is going bad.. we had a compre test ystdy and ms dong was piting us, so we cheated. ms dong turned on the fan! only the front one, relax x= and then guess what? the teacher in charge of the whole process came in and took a picture! omygosh! ms dong is so dead! :P

today.. was a crazy day. I forgot to bring my harp book again. so I had to tell my dad to get it for me. then we had summary test today. yea. I almost died >.< only wrote like 107 words? yikes. and I told my mum my chinese marks.. HENG she didn't scold me. was afriad she would. THANK YOU GOD! harp practice was.. CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! hahas Charmaine ( the other one ) is so siao! she goes so fast when we're practising together and me, thereasa and cheryl totally can't keep up! then Charmaine sight reads the piano pieces so well! she is practically sot -.- and we laughed until our stomachs were so pain >.< yea. thats about it ^^

oo. CT's are coming fast and I gotta buck up! yea really I have to. MUST WIN JOANNE! lols nahh I'm not so bad x= okay. back to study!

CHARR

it hurts when you say goodbye.

laughter is the best medicine(:

back again (: woots

2008-04-20T19:27:00.010+08:00

alrity! i'm back from TING's bday! was a success xD because of my brilliant brain! ( yea rites -.- ) nahh, it was ZHEN ZHEN ZHEN! she so smart hiax... ): can never win her.. oh bud I can win her in art! (: and music xD anyways.. some of TING's classmates are seriously KUKU! @_@ and I landed with a bruised toe.. it hurts man >.< ouch. yea. thats about it. I went to jojo's bloggie.. so cool (: she finally has a tagbox for me to SPAM SPAM SPAM! hahas. hmm, oh yea. i was browsing thru my phone and found some pictures that I should really put here ^^

this is so cool! ZHEN gave it to me (:

I still have no idea how they collected so much =.=

hahas. Heo Ram and Nowell being retarded as always ^^

Sherie and Heo Ram now.. woah. so scary >.<"

My BFFB's! and me ofcourse (: I Love You Guys!

okay. thats about it!

CHARR

For behind this cheerful face of mine, lies a evil grin inside..

& you have no idea of the pain I have gone through, becuase you're not me and I'm not you.

hahas (:

2008-04-20T12:02:00.009+08:00

haahs. I just realised that I've been blogging alot this week o.o woah. must be jojo influence x= ha. anyways, yesterday morning was messed up >.<" I was late for the IT course thingy.. hiax ): alot of ppl did not show up and alot backed out poor me D: so lonely. hahas not really lar. Hav gerry, jasmine, esther & jia min there. [: heng xD.

Then went back home in a hurry.. went to church with ZHEN [: we were doing our work in the atrium when we saw nat! ( my cell group leader <3 ) she was wearing a really cute skirt. we kinda had to dress a little bit formal for that day, it was like a special service ( i wore a skirt x= ) i look horrible

yes i noe.. no nid tell me. anyways, very busy now.. nid to study lots and lots, and I'M ENCOURAGED! (: surprisingly.. everytime i read jojo blog entry always lidat.. dno whyes XD! anyways i beta go study now.. xD later going TING's bday party ^^ i'm helping ZHEN to think of ideas for the games xD hahas. ohh wells.. seeya later! ^^

CHARR! [:

&the words that come out of your mouth are always dear to me..
it hides the nightmare beyond, the hardship to come, the tears that flow.. thank you.

for if i can't wake up today, the reason will be because you took my breath away. I Love You.

cross country!

2008-04-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

yea so today was PL cross country race. hahas, I literally slacked the whole thing. at about 6.30 jojo smsed me x= I was still sleeping and wasn't intending to wake up but oh wells, once I'm awake I can't go back to sleep >.<" and so i woke up way before my other family members woke up -.- and I was ready to go by 7 which is too early ( I ended up leaving at 7.45? bcuz my mum and brother took SOOOOOOO long! blekks! ). Bedok Reservoir is so close to my house so when I reached there I was still early [: not too bad I guess. When I walked into the pavilion I heard someone saying " CHARMAINE!" and I turned to see Rachel xD! Her hands were like flying in the air! Hilarious (: anyways jojo and the PB clique were there so I kinda joined them. yea.

My whole family participated in the run. GOODNESS! my dad won 7th place in the men's category for PL family race, my brother 8th ( he got the loudest claps and everyone was like " OMG! He's so cute! =.= blehs.)and my mum got 9th in the women's category! Only I didn't get anything >.< I'm so pissed right now! but I didn't expect anything of course, because I only ran like 1.5km and walked all the rest. I was quite fast though, even if I was walking, I caught up with Rachel and jojo after the finishing line when we had to walk another 0.5km back. They walk so slowly! hahas x= jkjk xP
then we had the price giving and stuff, Francine won 2nd in Sec 1 level and Jael won like 8th? cool.

After the cross country was like 11.30 my parents brought Julianca to my house and she waited while we all showered. Then went White Tangerine. Julianca helped me with my Chemistry! (: She's so good at it! Thanks JU! And then we went back so here I am posting this really short post (: ok thats all now, gotta go! ^^

CHARR

the race has finished. we've won the battle (:

I'm Back Again (:

2008-04-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

yea. ok. so I'm back to blog. too many things have been happening so I can't help it. hahas. and oh. jojo did hers ^^ I just went to read it [:

monday was ok i guess. english, as usual was boring and I think Xin Yin was like telling me how disgusting a certain someone looked like.. hmm then we had Chemistry I think.. it was kinda fun cause we did practical [: chem is so fun when your experimenting :D then Live was cool I can say, cause we did this role playing thing and some of our class's really great actresses got the chance to act. It was really entertaining. nth much at sch. in the night my family and I went to Dunman Food Centre.. gosh I can never get tired of the food there ( i basically only eat ONE main meal there, the auntie and uncle recognises me even though I dun visit often ) we had a FEAST! Teriyaki Chicken for me (: then cha dao kueh ( carrot cake ) char kueh tiao and lastly DAO HUI! mmmmm bon appite! xD

tuesday? last tuesday was PE day. 2.4km run for the A-ers! because Rachel won Rock Paper Scissors against Grace Goh. YAY B-ers! lols. i took down the timing for Heo Ram, she did pretty well (: lols jojo did really well too ( not surprising ^^ ). For remedial? i have just come to realise how nice mrs rajah can be! she is really understanding you know.. i kinda like her now ^^ yupps. ohh yea. ms gomes looks so cute with her new hairstyle! she cut her hair really short like a bob head bud its cute! aesthetics was ... stressing. what?! I couldn't practice last week >.< cause I kinda forgot to bring my harp book and sharing harp books with a person like Teo Charmaine is completely hopeless.. she goes like damn fast la! and by the time she went and i borrowed her book, my dad was already down at the carpark waiting for me.. so that means I didn't have any practice AT ALL! but oh well, nebermind la ^^.

wednesday.. hmm not much lar I think. cannot remember much. but I do remember that jojo was very pissed. hm anyways, aesthetics was kinda messed up. I didn't bring my worksheet! ARGH! i had to stand throughout the lesson, my poor legs T.T then I went to meet the IT teacher to get the consent form for the IT competition. Then went to help Cheryl in the Green Tile Designing thing. yea. By the way? D&T is starting to brighten up now, Ms kok isn't so scary like before, but she still is x=

today. well, today we got back our geog marks.. I failed. 8/20 goodness. I thought I could faint right on the spot D': jojo and me missed recess trying to complete the Green Tile, she really is nice (: hahas. we missed lunch too, she really really is nice xD. then we went to practice harp. the harp room was crowded. very very crowded. lols Teo Charmaine, Vannessa Poon, Theresa, Xue Lun. so hard to practice! ><" and then i talked to rachel and jojo privately to try to settle their "cold war" hiax was so depressing.. while trying to help them.. jojo was reluctant and so I gave up. when practising harp I have no idea why I felt like ignoring jojo, i mean she is so NICE! x= and my really good good good, no, DEAR DEAR friend, so I was raelly confused with my feelings and I cried abit MY GOSH, yea i know. I was EMO-ING EKKKKKS! rawr~ ok so now im TOTALLY, WHOLE-HEARTEDLY, ANTI-EMO! [: and anyways I was more worried about my geog marks. i mean i FAILED wad would my mum and dad say? x.x

But everything is okay now (: I'm so glad ^_~ really, really delighted xD. So I just finish my geog hmwk, like like 20 pages of the geog workbook? haahs. so funny, so far I ask so many ppl they like haven do yets xP. o.o tired now, tomorrow is PL CROSS COUNTRY and my parents are going! gosh! >.<" ok gotta go now [:

LOVE
CHARR

friendship is your life, don't lose it

&optimism is my winner [:

hahas [: finally

2008-03-28T19:47:00.005+08:00

ARLOOS~ PEEEPS! [:

yush yush I noe.. THIS IS THE LONG WAITED POST FROM YOUR (dearest, most LOVEDD) CHARR! hehs~ [: I NOE U LOVE ME! {: xP jkjk. Haahs.

ALRITYS! lets see.. I haven blogged in AGES so I'll just use this post for the week so far x= (not that nothing interesting happened before that, bud since I onli feel lyk blogging about this week... TOO BAD! :P) I noe im evil >:] Thats Y u LOVE me rites? wahahas [: OK! CUTTING THIS CRAP ( not that I dun mean wad I say.. xD)

MONDAY! was stuupid!

had to wear the school tie.. I really dunno wad to think of it, seriously. Some peeps say I look good others say I look plain retarded ( not me, ofcourse, THE TIE! u dofus! jkjk. im really not so evil) and so HENG! I rmbed to wear it.. not lyk last week ( I didn't tell u about last week right. Last monday I forgot to wear the tie and had to go back home to get it after fetching my brother to school so obviously.. I WAS LATE for asemble, EH BUD ONLI 1 SEC LATE LOR! so bad the prefect.. dun giv chance D:) and as im blogging this in WHITE TANGERINE, I hav no idea wad my lessons were on monday bud I do rmb that the timetable CHANGED and 1-3's mondays are no longer ending at 1:30. SO SAD! YES I NOE! BOOOHOOOO D': . ohh wells not lyk I can help it, OH! OH! I rmb! LIVE lesson on monday was weird in a way.. You noe I really can't STAND "RAJA" sometimes, she lyks rmbs and noes the mistakes u make, bud doesn't rmb wad she instucted and says sometimes. A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE? Monday's LIVE lesson. There was this article on some important thing ( paiseh I forgot wad. Was so angry I didn't bother ) and "RAJA" told us to pass it down, so it got passed down until the group behind me ( JoJo, Nesse, Sherie and "COW" aka EuEu ) and Nesse was so engrossed in reading the article she READ it. So wad was the problem with reading in class? Nothing much if u where told to examine it, and this was SAID BY THE TEACHER. I guess "RAJA" didn't get it, becuase when she saw Nesse doing wad she was doing, she was lyk "can you STOP reading and look at me?" lols. Thn Nesse wanted to pass it to me bud "RAJA" was lyk " What are you doing? I thought I told you to stop doing what your doing!". Then JoJo feeling offended oso was lyk " Bud you told us to stop and so we're passing it down". "RAJA" was angry I could see then she said " NEVERMIND, just keep it there and stop passing it " and if I rmb correctly.. IF ok ( I suffer frm memory loss dun u noe :P ) Nesse stopped and then after the lesson "RAJA" ask y the article was still with her! eeyer! seriously lar, can she be ANY more obvious that she's getting OLD?! -.- heeeh~

THURSDAY! was IRRITATING!

first of all, SEC 1 RUN was IRRITATING ok! I was lyk suffering from my allegeries of dust and my nose and lungs were lyk COMPLETELY BLOCKED by my mucus.. ( dun be disgusted by this word ok -.- or u really are G.I.R.L.Y! ) and there I had to run 10 rounds for SEC 1 RUN .. zzz be more considerate could u! >:[ that morning my running nose was really bad ok >< ( Sherie made a really lame joke when I told her that I had a very bad running nose [ she was having stitches ] she was lyk " REALLY? where is it running? " hiax.. bud seriously speaking I think Sherie is realy fun and cool [: COMPLIMENT FROM ME SHERIE GEORGE![really dno how to spell GEORGE.. izzit correct? ] ) lawls~ and oh one more thing. During chinese class we had to write out a composition and my running nose was getting worse and worse and I kept sniffing x= JoJo was DAMNNN irritated lol! then she kept hiting me when I sniffed one time ><" OUCH! so I got fed up and went to the toilet to blow my nose -.- STUUPID JOJO! ALL BCUZ OF U LAR! x= hahas then Valerie oso came so I waited for her to fill up her water bottle and tidy up her hair ( honestly, she spent alot of time doing that ^^ [ typical female thing xD ] ) then we went back and I MADE SURE that I brought tissue paper from the toilet to blow my nose in case I needed it.. I didn't want JoJo to start hitting me again lar! DAMN PAIN la CANNS? xPP

Wednesday! was SLACKINGLY SWWWEEEET!

Hahas. Yea WEDNESDAYS ARE AWESOME! Its a total SLACK~ day for us 1-3ers! Cuz we have recess, then self revision, chapel and IT! cool right?! yea I noe TOTALLY OUT OF THIS WORLD! :D I LUV wednesdays :D nothing much other than this ok.

Tuesday! was pathetic -.-

AESTHETICS harp on Tuesday was 100% PATHETIC I mean, I was pathetic! Cuz last thursday when I was supposed to practice the harp songs and notes horr, I fell sick in school with fever and went home earlier.. WHAT WAS I TO DO?! Suffer more arh -.- teacher muz understand we students got tight schedule de lor! Anyways I couldn't read the notes fast enough and kept stopping lar I was seriously STUCK! Thn Ms Wong keep telling me muz practice muz pratice, LYK I DNO ARH =.=

FRIDAY! TODAY! was AWESOME! OMGOSH!

TODAY WAS SPORTS DAY! chew won -.- aiyou wasted DODSWORTH should hav won! Our cheer was lyk CHAO PRO lar! T.T so sad bud Archer won for the Cheer thingy and chew won overall, poor Lee. At least DODSWORTH won the Secondary one lar, not the OVERALL. chew won Primary ... Oh gosh I'm getting pissed typing this -.-. ANYWAYS hahas, the overall champions prize was onli lyk each member get one free yakult la. Lols so STINGY! hahas nvm lar my first year in DODSWORTH, this counted very good liao so I;m contented :D bud I ended up with a sun burn after the sports day. BLEHS! so my face got 2 different colour now ><" no actually 3. Pink, Brown, Biege. hahas :P oh and a very tired body. I had to follow Mae-Anne and her frens to WHITE TANGERINE today :D interesting experience xD first we didn't noe which bus stop to take, so we walk all the way out and before we reached the bus stop, we saw the bus coming so we ran faster lar thn reach already arh.. THE BUS WAS STILL AT THE TRAFFIC LIGHT THERE! eeyer. thn when we got on, bcuz of Mae-Anne's PERFECT calculations, we missed one bus stop and had to walk alot alot more x= ( im not blaming u Mae-Anne [: ) then when reach there , Mrs Teng and the Student organisers, including JOANN (: was came to eat and my mum was lyk trying to force me to greet Mrs Teng and I was lyk NONONONONONONO! >;[ so angry. Then frm that time, lyk 2? Both my parents busy until cannot fetch me home KNS luhhs so I 10 thn come back home and faster bathe and everything so now I'm posting this :D

Sry this post was not according, I type wrongly and lazy go delete and type out again lar >< paiseh okok x= Will try to update more x= ahahs

CHARR
1-3 is LOVVEDD

"4" days of CNY

2008-02-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! D:
the 4 day of CNY holiday is officially OVER for me >.< BOOHOO T.T I guess all good things really have to come to an end.. bud got ANGPAO can liao RIGHT? hehs x= I'm so evil >;D wahahahs, I got enough money to satisfy myself WOOTS~! how bout u guys ;D EH BUD WAIT.. my 2 jies nvr gimme angpao D: then both got their "PRINCE CHARMING" liao wor XXXXX= WAHAHS.. DAJIE, ERJIE, WHERE MY ANGPAO! JIEFUUs!! WHERE! WHERE! D; make CHARR angry see lar.. naughty worr >:33 hehheh. "JOKING" luhh hahas no nid sad X: these 4 days I oso very busy lor D; so busy until no time peii my SOTsalt & DUMDUM familee ><" paiseh hor jies&mei, dumboDARLINGS X: i got REASON ders. hahas ESP marrrmy & daddiieee orhh X: ur nuer dun mean it >.<

Anyways I did alot of things lor, like I just started playing a new game starting get sian of AUDI..again =x so now I'm playing Granado Espada & my BELOVEEDDDD ahhZHEN lend me de SIMS2 PETS <33 ILY and what else? OH YEA I started playing FLYFF again HELLY AHMA xP GotFear Guild still ON wor ;D YAYS! Hmm then.. nth much else wor

COMMON TESTS GOING TO START TMR LIAO T.T boohoo cannot play computer... SRY! D; is seriously BO BIAN ders.. T________________________________T hope I can do well sia.. if not arh seriously will D.I.E lols..

ANGPAO MONEHH ALOT!! ;D HEAVENNNN!

&CHARR [:

heh (:

2007-10-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

hahas... finally got my new blog up (: although it WAS onli one day X:

my bro will finish his exams in about 3 days... CNT WAIT! thn i can play lyk SIAO ((:

♥char

(: SMILE! x3